May 04, 2005 19:25
I'm going home. I'm anxious, excited to see those I haven't seen in so long, afraid things will be different between us, hoping for the best, dreading the worst, scared to re-face the problems I left there months ago. As for everyone here, I will miss them. I'm sure we will keep in touch. The distance will either help or hurt the relationships. I still have three more finals this week. I've over-studied, and now I'm apathetic to my performances on the tests.
This summer I'm going to party a lot, and work a lot, and make a lot of money. I'm also going to do an independent study course on world literature, go on a few vacations, and buy some nice clothes for my teacher aiding next year. I've deicided I'm going to keep a sketch book. I'm going to write it it too, and some day, I'm going to follow someone around for the entire day, and write a story about everything they do. I'm also going to wirte down my incomprehensible thoughts that I get when I'm really tired. Crap like what I thought about in the shower the other day..."This is the most expensive water ever." Or something to that affect. I hope this doesn't cheapen them. I'm also going to listen to a lot of good music. Like this song.