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When people see me they see this:
1) gay
2) fat
3) ugly
Well I wanna change. I'm tired of taking this bs from everyone. I wanna change and meet someone special. Someone with goals and a point to life. Someone with ambitions. I will change my entire life to find this person. I dont care what she looks like. I just want somone.
I realy hate myself acctually. Ya, I'm not dumb, and I'm not mean. I just wanna be accepted more. I'm tired fo putting myself below people. But you never realy know do you. You can never tell. I have to put some serios thougt into this. I've made a few goals for myself:
1) drop about 25 pounds
2) start a band and write music
3) concentrate on my school alot
4) find someone special
5) think more about my everyday choices
6) treat people better
7) go to the gym more often
8) try and hang out with more people at school...and learn how to find + keep good friends.
Dont laugh. I have ambitions. Anyone who laughs at goals is just afraid that I am exepting them as an unevitibility and you know you should do something too, but you won't, not without movivation, which I got yesterday.
1) gay
2) fat
3) ugly
Well I wanna change. I'm tired of taking this bs from everyone. I wanna change and meet someone special. Someone with goals and a point to life. Someone with ambitions. I will change my entire life to find this person. I dont care what she looks like. I just want somone.
I realy hate myself acctually. Ya, I'm not dumb, and I'm not mean. I just wanna be accepted more. I'm tired fo putting myself below people. But you never realy know do you. You can never tell. I have to put some serios thougt into this. I've made a few goals for myself:
1) drop about 25 pounds
2) start a band and write music
3) concentrate on my school alot
4) find someone special
5) think more about my everyday choices
6) treat people better
7) go to the gym more often
8) try and hang out with more people at school...and learn how to find + keep good friends.
Dont laugh. I have ambitions. Anyone who laughs at goals is just afraid that I am exepting them as an unevitibility and you know you should do something too, but you won't, not without movivation, which I got yesterday.