lonely

[ryangotdeath]

i woke up at 7am.
drank three cups of coffee and 4 ibuprofen, and was stilled tired.

i talked to deandra<3.
she sounded happy.
i was tired.
chad was stoned and in love with a boy from georgia.<3

i was working all day 14 anda half hours.
i talked to deandra again..

i dont want you to be miserable.
i just miss you.
im tired.
im bored.

i took a nap..
woke up having what i think was a panic attack or anxiety.

i dont want to feel this way.
i think im worried.

i dont want to lose you

<3