Feb 05, 2008 17:37
I'm about to unplug my computer and TV. Thinking about turning my cell phone off. And locking myself in my room until I'm content with how it looks.
I've come to the conclusion that I want to live. I turned down the promotion that would put be in line for management at Publix. Even though I'm ready for it, I really don't Publix to own me more than it does now. I'm thinking in a year or five, that step will be inevitable, but as for now, I should enjoy my youth, right?
I've discovered that I'd rather work out than clean my room. Of course, I'm feeling rather sleepy and want to take a nap, but I'm going to deprive myself of my nap until my room's clean. I'm fasting today and maybe tomorrow. Not being able to eat, making myself clean my room, and attempting to do a little more physical activity than I'm accustomed to is probably another reason my bed is looking so comfortable.
Here's to an attempt at self control.