Jan 05, 2003 12:01
I thought I would save myself a whole lot of hassle. If anyone is to ask me how I'm feeling or doing, here's your answer:
Imagine meeting a person who you would spend the rest of your life in, in an instant.
Suddenly, this person tells you that they have feelings for you.
You are blown away with excitement and jubilation about the mere PROSPECT that a relationship could happen.
And then you deny them and yourself that chance because your mind says it's wrong.
That's how I feel, and will continue to feel for quite some time.