Oct 13, 2005 15:01
I really wish I was home.
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I was looking back at my old entries on here, and I came across one that read, "all i have to say, is i can't wait until august 18th. virginia tech for the next year of my life. maybe i'll actually be happy, for once?"
I find that extremely ironic. I thought I'd be happy here; wow, I was completely off. I am the exact opposite: I'm miserable here. This place sucks. It takes so much out of me, to just stay here. I know it's only two more months, but I really can't stand being away from vB. It's my home; I spent 17 years of my life there. I hate how I keep so much pent up inside myself. I wish there was a way to just get it all out.
So, until I come back, I guess I'll just pour my heart out on paper (if you honestly would consider this "paper"), bitching about how much I hate it here, and how much I miss everyone, and everything back home.
Oh Lord, 2 more months; I hope I can make it.