ok...
this entry is not to get sympathy from you all, it's just to help me get some things off my chest, in an awful attempt to make things right/feel better.
i didn't know it was possible to hurt this much and to feel this badly. last night was the first time in my life that i realized how lonely i really am. i'm so sorry for everything, and i wish i could make it alright.
i don't think anybody should have to listen to my problems, because i'm sure you all have your own, so that's why i'm just going to stop here.
i know life will be so much better once i get out of here, because anything beats this hellhole of a place.
i didn't know it was possible to hurt this much and to feel this badly. last night was the first time in my life that i realized how lonely i really am. i'm so sorry for everything, and i wish i could make it alright.
i don't think anybody should have to listen to my problems, because i'm sure you all have your own, so that's why i'm just going to stop here.
i know life will be so much better once i get out of here, because anything beats this hellhole of a place.