Apr 06, 2006 21:53
i love you! all of you! i am happy wiht my meaningless life and you should be too! there is a lot of people a lot worse than anyone i know and we still find something to complain about.....i wam content living in my dads backyard working a minimum wage job.........i would like more but doesnt everyone? why though? greed i guess........the only one thing that is real is emotion. everything else is fake......money and all that shit its just fake....feeling rain is real.....its really there........you can feel money but its not the same thing......you know? i cant express what i am trying to say but i ahve realized life since my party.........a group of strangers hanging out pretending they are friends........but would they really help you if they could or if you needed it? no they would just come to your party and drink your beer and be like so whats been up? thats fake......really fake.....sitting at home listening to music just being happy........thats real.....happines is real, sad is real, anger is real......but the things that cause them are fake.....so the best way i can put this.......just live while you get a chance......using whatever you can to make life worth living.......the meaning of life is this.......finds what real and thrive on it.....fuck you im out