It Was A Choice That Had To Be Made....Words That Had To Be Said

Dec 29, 2003 11:30

I turn to look in her direction,she's not there. I was supposed to leave my family by now but as one by one they go back home, I stay cause there's a comfort factor I won't let go of right now. I need to be comfortable right now and hope it'll only be a day or two before she comes back. Who knows? I don't.

Speak to me in the night and tell me what you're thinking. All of a sudden we don't tell it all anymore, things are so clearly being hidden. I wonder why, maybe I always will.

And I don't doubt your love, I would never cause I don't doubt my love for you. But why does this feel so different? Why am I scared you won't come back when you say so clearly you will? Why do I find myself doubting? And why do I sense something huge just changed?

You gave me my time and I'll give your yours. It's only fair. Just...call. I worry, you know that. Not about your safety of where you are but of the things you put yourself through.

Just remember, I'm putting myself through those things to.
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