certain people asked me to update.
i took chris' advice, to be by myself for awhile. straightening shit out and getting my priorities together. i need to do this for myself if i don't then how could i be with someone else and make them happy.
the other night i talked to
ashley,
vanessa,
emmy, and
jamie but the one person i wanted to speak with was
her. i've wanted to call her for the longest time but felt wierd and i didn't know what to say. it made me smiled that last night she called me.
i was planning on going to LA this weekend. vanessa, invited me to the RW house but i think i'm asking for trouble.
so right now i haven't really been doing much. me and guys been working on new material in lance's(our guitarist) basement. we start touring next friday. after the tour we head back to the studio. when i'm not with the band i stay confined in a room by myself, working and thinking. it's relaxing but lonely. sorry if this wasn't the post you were expecting but this will have to do.