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i've been staying at jay's(our ex-guitarist) house since i got back from naj's. i was afraid to come home because heather might be lurking somewhere in the bushes near my house. it was getting uncomfortable staying at naj's because of what's been happening. i'm running. i know i shouldn't. i'm going back to my own home tonight and calling naj to have a long talk with her. i don't know what to say but i'll let my feelings out. that's what i have to do. yea..
volz was concerned where i was. he was in shock when he heard that i was staying at jay's. he thought it was a good thinking on my behalf. i think everybody was concerned on where i was and how i was doing. paulina,vanessa, and aimee...all took the time to talk to me. i appreciate it. spider, you're a good guy. you're the perfect companion for jamie. make her happy, always. oh but wait...i think he proposed to me last night. haha..
my little brother ben is the singer of a local band, blyss, here in kentucky. he's a good singer. so much potential. blyss is quite popular around here. he even has groupies. heh..they were going to start recording a demo in oct. they have shows lined up this whole month. one is tonight. it was going great until the drummer left last week. they found a replacement but now that replacement left a few days ago. the show was cancelled fortonight. he's disappointed that he couldn't hold the band together. i told him it wasn't his fault. members come and go. i mean look at our band we hand about 9 drummers before we found ballinger. and it really sucked that jay had to be an ass, he's very talented but he had to go. it's crazy how things are between me and my bro. he's happy with everything in his life except for his band. he's trying to take off with his musical career but he thinks it's not going to happen. it'll come in time. as for me, well you know what's been going on with my chaotic life with the opposite sex. it seems to me i can't find that kind of happiness. i should just concentrate on the band. dedicate my life to music. yea, chris said i don't need that right now. to much headache and heartache.
i need to go now and meet up with volz and the rest of the guys to work on some new materials. it's nice to finally get back to work.
naj sweetie, i'll be calling you tonight. i do miss you.
volz was concerned where i was. he was in shock when he heard that i was staying at jay's. he thought it was a good thinking on my behalf. i think everybody was concerned on where i was and how i was doing. paulina,vanessa, and aimee...all took the time to talk to me. i appreciate it. spider, you're a good guy. you're the perfect companion for jamie. make her happy, always. oh but wait...i think he proposed to me last night. haha..
my little brother ben is the singer of a local band, blyss, here in kentucky. he's a good singer. so much potential. blyss is quite popular around here. he even has groupies. heh..they were going to start recording a demo in oct. they have shows lined up this whole month. one is tonight. it was going great until the drummer left last week. they found a replacement but now that replacement left a few days ago. the show was cancelled fortonight. he's disappointed that he couldn't hold the band together. i told him it wasn't his fault. members come and go. i mean look at our band we hand about 9 drummers before we found ballinger. and it really sucked that jay had to be an ass, he's very talented but he had to go. it's crazy how things are between me and my bro. he's happy with everything in his life except for his band. he's trying to take off with his musical career but he thinks it's not going to happen. it'll come in time. as for me, well you know what's been going on with my chaotic life with the opposite sex. it seems to me i can't find that kind of happiness. i should just concentrate on the band. dedicate my life to music. yea, chris said i don't need that right now. to much headache and heartache.
i need to go now and meet up with volz and the rest of the guys to work on some new materials. it's nice to finally get back to work.
naj sweetie, i'll be calling you tonight. i do miss you.