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heather, my ex girl/fiance wants us to be together again. she was high school girlfriend. my first true love. we've been through alot. we spent every moment together. it was heaven. after high school i went to the navy. it was painful not to be with heather all those months. one year, of not being with her. one year of only seeing her a total of about 20 days out of 365 days. it was painful but her absence would only prepare me of what would happen in the future.
when i came back home, in an instant my life became music. i joined a band before flaw playing guitar.chris was at the venue one day at my band's show. that's when he had asked me to join him in his band.
at first heather was ecstatic when we finally got signed. i think she was more excited than i was but when the constant touring rolled around that's when we grew apart. after touring with cold late last year i came back home and proposed to her thinking it would make everything better. i was wrong. day after day our relationship seemed to be one long apology.
ozzfest came along, then universal gave us a go on a headlining tour in the fall, we were all happy about that. i told heather she was happy for me. she was happy for flaw but i could tell she was disappointed. she wanted me to be home, everyday. i couldn't do it. music is my career. this band is my life. it was hard to let go but we did it. we broke off the engagement.
i don't know if we could go through this over again. trynig to make it work again. i'm sorry heather. there's another apology to add on.
when i came back home, in an instant my life became music. i joined a band before flaw playing guitar.chris was at the venue one day at my band's show. that's when he had asked me to join him in his band.
at first heather was ecstatic when we finally got signed. i think she was more excited than i was but when the constant touring rolled around that's when we grew apart. after touring with cold late last year i came back home and proposed to her thinking it would make everything better. i was wrong. day after day our relationship seemed to be one long apology.
ozzfest came along, then universal gave us a go on a headlining tour in the fall, we were all happy about that. i told heather she was happy for me. she was happy for flaw but i could tell she was disappointed. she wanted me to be home, everyday. i couldn't do it. music is my career. this band is my life. it was hard to let go but we did it. we broke off the engagement.
i don't know if we could go through this over again. trynig to make it work again. i'm sorry heather. there's another apology to add on.