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i admit, i'm a fuck up. i'm a scumbag and i deserve everything that came to me which includes losing nadja. everything was going great until, until the idiot side of me came out, but then again i'm a bonafied buffoon. maybe i'm being a bit hard on myself. who the fuck cares you all hate me.
this thing that me and nadja had...it was a cycle. it started from her hurting me and ended with me hurting her. then there was everything in between. what we ended up with was pain.
i didn't give her the attention she needed and wanted.i edited and deleted some shit that was said here. it wasn't enough though. come to think of it, this is the same reason why me and heather broke up. i wasn't there for her either.
i hope ryan sinn will give nadja what she wants, needs and deserves.
i've been waiting for a woman to understand me. someone for me to give myself completely to.how long do i have to wait?
i've been talking to willa. what a beauty. she said she would come visit me soon. *waits anxiously for her*
this thing that me and nadja had...it was a cycle. it started from her hurting me and ended with me hurting her. then there was everything in between. what we ended up with was pain.
i didn't give her the attention she needed and wanted.i edited and deleted some shit that was said here. it wasn't enough though. come to think of it, this is the same reason why me and heather broke up. i wasn't there for her either.
i hope ryan sinn will give nadja what she wants, needs and deserves.
i've been waiting for a woman to understand me. someone for me to give myself completely to.how long do i have to wait?
i've been talking to willa. what a beauty. she said she would come visit me soon. *waits anxiously for her*