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[ryan69420666]

so i dont understand why its so hard for me to find a decent guy
i mean things with me and chase are going ok
but its like he doesnt care if i come over or not
its never a yes or no with him its always
well if you want to or i dont care
i mean what the hell is that
i dont see why he cant just tll me what he wants
and it seems as if he only wants me at night
he tells me i care and that i matter alot to him
but yet he doesnt act like it
i just dont get it
it frustrates me
i try and try and he just doesnt care
i just dont get it
i dont see why people think i deserve this
why they think its ok to act like that
i mean i drive all the way down there whenever he wants
and it just hurts my feelings
i mean yesterday hes kinda drunk tells me he wants to see me
so i tell him im gunan take a shower and get ready then ill be down
an hour goes by and im driving down and im half way there and he texts me and says hes tired and that hes gunna go to bed
i mean WTF that irritates the hell out of me i get int he shower at 10pm and he just decides im tired lol grrr
what did i do to deserve this seriously