Sorry Guys

Apr 26, 2004 20:38

Ya, it took me a few days to update, sorry about that, but why ragg on and on about how shitty my life is...So I figuered fuck it. Anyways I went to walmart to get my gun cause im spoiled as hell, haha, then when i got there it wasn't the right one, damn that pisses me off, why am I such a redneck, well it traces back about 400000 years ago to all my redneck relatives. I am glad that i didn't get that pellet gun because it made me realize maybe I should get a Real one for my b-day.. I got some nice comments from my friends on this journal I thought no one was reading it well I was wrong. This weekend kicked ass sean haha my main man. Things are only making me more and more depressed latly, I don't even know why I sit here and I feel like just shit, not how I should.

Today all 4 periods I studied for a test that I got like 2 wrong. I don't think im gunna make honors this Marking period. Well you prolly all think I love to kill animals for senseless pleasure, well I have news for you I am not such a cold blooded killer, I saved the life of newly hatched baby birds. They were on the ground shivering and just in general dieing. I picked them up, warmed them up, then attempted to feed them, and put them in thier nest that they fell out of. I felt like I made a difference, I went out there today and looked at the nest, and they are alive and well. I felt like I was thier father. They are so damn small it was like a small sorta fury flesh ball. I have to admit I found them cute. I put them out there on Sat. and its Monday and they are very lively. I felt warm inside.

One thing about today that really sucked was the fact that I sucked in gym, Im alot better out of school then I am in school, like I make shots behind the back, eyes closed at other places, then I come to school where it counts, I SUCK ASSSS! for all of you who actually think I may have a heart, dayum maybe your right. but maybe not. Of course I will continue to watch these birds grow up until finally they are grown up and I will have to protect them from people like me.

WOOOOO I am sooo bored. well maybe I will update again after my shower to make up for all the ones that I missed.
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