Just updating
Okay, So I've finally decided to update again. Life is getting better, I recently required my job back so now I have income coming in. I am also going to run for Secretary of the Board of my building which would take off about $300-$400 in rent a month. If I was to get that, then I would be able to enjoy money bliss.
My apartment looks lot more roomy now. I got 3 new lamps, one with a regular white light bulb and 2 mood setters with red lights in them. I also got a humugous map of the world that I hung above my dining room table which has since then turned into my work place for my writing and drawing. I started Restoration Rune today, Which is a program I designed to improve what I hate about my life. The bulk of it is diet and exercise. So I'm going to kick my ass back to health. I have alot of reasons to do it.
I am going to be buying some paintings from my awesome friend nik to hang on my walls as well and get 2 new flags. The Tri-color Russian flag and the CCCP flag to compliment my couch area which is what I call the Russian Philosophy zone which is basked in red glory by the Red Octobers (My 2 red mood-setter lamps). If I get this posistion as secretary of the board I am going to be doing alot of work on my apartment, Decoration wise, And buying alot of clothes once I loose weight :-D. Keeping myself busy is keeping me happy.
The way I figure it, loosing my weight and getting strength will be the penacle of my confidence returning. No one can love one who doesn't love thyself. No one tell me I am fine because no matter what I am not fine in my own eyes and that will keep me motivated... Okay well enough writing for now. Good-night mates.
My apartment looks lot more roomy now. I got 3 new lamps, one with a regular white light bulb and 2 mood setters with red lights in them. I also got a humugous map of the world that I hung above my dining room table which has since then turned into my work place for my writing and drawing. I started Restoration Rune today, Which is a program I designed to improve what I hate about my life. The bulk of it is diet and exercise. So I'm going to kick my ass back to health. I have alot of reasons to do it.
I am going to be buying some paintings from my awesome friend nik to hang on my walls as well and get 2 new flags. The Tri-color Russian flag and the CCCP flag to compliment my couch area which is what I call the Russian Philosophy zone which is basked in red glory by the Red Octobers (My 2 red mood-setter lamps). If I get this posistion as secretary of the board I am going to be doing alot of work on my apartment, Decoration wise, And buying alot of clothes once I loose weight :-D. Keeping myself busy is keeping me happy.
The way I figure it, loosing my weight and getting strength will be the penacle of my confidence returning. No one can love one who doesn't love thyself. No one tell me I am fine because no matter what I am not fine in my own eyes and that will keep me motivated... Okay well enough writing for now. Good-night mates.