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i had to say goodbye to two wonderful people tonight.
two people who have changed my life in so many ways that i don't even know yet.
on the drive hom i realized that nothing is going to be the same. i have one more month of similarity then it's all gone. people who have been in my life for 13 years won't be in my life daily. i wont be able to call them and say "hey! wanna go to the mall?" they'll be three hours away. or more. in other states. in other worlds. in places that make them happy. like where i'm going. a happy place. that's a nice new thought. a place tha tmakes me happy. not that i have to make happy. =) i like that. i like that alot.
and however, i'd totally be okay with have things stay just as they are.
emiwy pointed something out to me today; going to college is going to be the first time i've ever moved. ever. the first time i'll have to transplant myself and my belongs to another place. 30 days and so much to do. so much to do.
i got my housing information today. harrison hall, room 303, jon is my roommate. he's from georgia.
so much to do, to remember, to cherish.
not nearly enough time.
honestly.
is there ever enough time, though?
i didn't think so.
two people who have changed my life in so many ways that i don't even know yet.
on the drive hom i realized that nothing is going to be the same. i have one more month of similarity then it's all gone. people who have been in my life for 13 years won't be in my life daily. i wont be able to call them and say "hey! wanna go to the mall?" they'll be three hours away. or more. in other states. in other worlds. in places that make them happy. like where i'm going. a happy place. that's a nice new thought. a place tha tmakes me happy. not that i have to make happy. =) i like that. i like that alot.
and however, i'd totally be okay with have things stay just as they are.
emiwy pointed something out to me today; going to college is going to be the first time i've ever moved. ever. the first time i'll have to transplant myself and my belongs to another place. 30 days and so much to do. so much to do.
i got my housing information today. harrison hall, room 303, jon is my roommate. he's from georgia.
so much to do, to remember, to cherish.
not nearly enough time.
honestly.
is there ever enough time, though?
i didn't think so.