PISSED OFF POST... You've been warned.

Feb 09, 2009 13:04

You know what? I was worried about offending the person that this is about, but I'm not anymore. Wanna know why? Cause I HATE being used. I hate that I let myself be used for what? 3 months or some shit? Logan figured it out before I did, and tried to tell me, but I didn't want to believe it. It just pisses me off, you know? I'm a good friend. I don't deserve to be taken advantage of. That "a friend" cared so little about me as to do that.. well, I've opened my eyes a bit farther, and I've decided that my boyfriend was right. I'm better off without said person in my life. So FUCK YOU!
I believed the lies she told me, and I turned my back on the shit that she did with Josh... (she's married mind you, with kids... and I basically helped her cheat on her husband, though not on purpose.)

Here's some shit she wrote back in October on LJ:
I think I'm getting a divorce. Things have been steadily declining over the last couple of months. I'm more angry than anything else. But I can't fake this anymore. I just can't do this anymore. I'm not happy anymore and I refuse to put my kids through a lifetime of battles between their parents.

and this is from a survey on myspace just recently:
Q: What is the ideal name for your child? A:...I've got the third ones name picked out but you dont need to know it!

That sure as hell sounds like someone getting a divorce to me! WTF! Yeah, people fix their relationships and what not, but this chick was goin on and on about how she couldn't stand her husband and he was cheating on her and that she absolutely was going to get away from him one way or the other, and she was just sooo in love with Josh and they were going to move out and get a place together and have babies and shit. I say again: WHAT THE FUCK!?  This girl and Josh knew each other for 3 months. Don't get me wrong.. I love Josh, he's a great guy. He's one of the hardest working, most decent, big-hearted, honest guys I know. He acted a little stupid, but they say that love makes you do crazy things... She broke his fucking heart, because she's a lying cheating no-good piece of trash.. She's deleted me off of here(facebook), and so did her husband, she deleted all the pics of us (me, her, Logan, Josh, Ashley and TJ) partying from her myspace. I'm surprised she didn't delete me from her f-list on LJ and myspace, too! Josh got into such a huge fight with his sister and her man (over this girl) that they still arn't talking. He barely talks to Logan and me anymore, says "he mostly keeps to himself now." Before her, Logan and Josh were together every weekend. They were best friends.Now Josh is a hermit that basically ignores us. I feel like I caused all of this and his heartache, too, cause I'm the one that introduced them. I mean, I know that I didn't actually cause any of it, but if I hadn't asked Josh to come over (I was trying to give Logan another guy to hang out with so he wouldn't feel weird with 2 girls), then they'd never have met. And none of this would ever have happened.
Since facebook doesn't let you see things unless you are "friends," I know she won't see this, and I'm actually kind of sad about that.. Maybe I'll post it on myspace and LJ, too? Hahaha, fuck with my friends or me again, bitch. I dare you.

A/N:  I originally posted this on Facebook, and decided to add it here. I just copy/pasted, instead of retyping it all..

disgusted, facebook, pissed, friends, used, myspace

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