Our Fate Made by Mistakes - 1
Author: Nara @ ry0_gee
Pairing: OkaYama, YamaJima, AriYama (friendship)
Genre: BL, Romance, School Life
Rating: PG (for now)
Summary: Ryosuke is in love with the school prince Keito. He has kept his feeling for over a year. Keito’s best friend, Yuto is the second prince and Ryosuke find him a very troublesome guy. With his best friend’s encouragement, Ryosuke overcome his fear and decided to confess to Keito but with a simple mistake, his life turns upside down.
~1~
In the middle of the crowd, Ryosuke is cheering and jumping like other girls around him enjoying the song “Hero” which being sung by Okamoto Keito, the leader of their most popular school band and…his hardcore crush for almost a year.
His coolness when singing while passionately playing the guitar is such an unbearable sight for him. Among the five members, Keito is shining brightly than the other on that stage. He loves this song because it was written by him and since he lived in England few years ago his song mostly written in English. Just hearing Keito singing in other language makes his hearts melt even though some words he doesn’t even understand what its mean.
What should he do? He loves this guy so much. He wants Keito to notice him. Among this crowd, he wants Keito to look only at him.
Like a miracle, Keito eyes meet his and he stunned. The time seems to stop and everyone else around turned blur except the two of them. His heart is thumping even faster when Keito stepping down from the stage, walking towards him in slow motion while smiling brightly, too bright for his eyes to endure. Keito is now standing in front of Ryosuke, the distance between them is only one step.
“I think I’ve fallen for you, beautiful.”
Ryosuke’s mouth is hanging open. He couldn’t believe it. His prince just said that he has fallen for him! He could die from happiness at this moment. It’s still too much for his heart to take it but Keito already take one step forward and their faces is only and inch away. The taller casually caressing his cheeks and Ryosuke’s legs become weak like jelly.
“and I think you love me too…” with that Keito lowering his head, their lips are getting closer, Ryosuke closes his eyes and pouting his lips impatiently waiting to taste those longing lips…
*THUD!*
Ryosuke fell from his bed while his teddy bear is still safely in his arms which he just kissed it before he rolled down from the bed.
“hehehe~ itai~” he giggles stupidly while rubbing the back of his head. The dream he just had was so wonderful he couldn’t care less about the pain. That dream, it was on the Bunkasai last year when the band having their performance. He still remembered how cramped and how he got squeezed by the crowd of girls until he can’t breathe but he endured just to watch his prince performed. But he can only watch Keito from far because he doesn’t have confidence to talk with him. Just having Keito standing in front of him enough to make his legs shivered. Ryosuke raises his teddy up in the air.
“Keito, I love you too~” Ryosuke lowering the teddy to his face and pouting his lips, imagining his teddy as Keito.
“Onii-chan, stop acting like an idiot and wake up already!”
His sister’s loud voice makes him flinch in surprised. He moved his teddy aside and saw his sister is standing on his bed with her hands on her hips.
“Tch. Urusai na. Zenzen kawaikunai” he clicked his tongue and ruffling his messy hair, still laying on the floor.
“How am I supposed to act cute if I have baka onii-chan like you?”
“Oi, I can see your panties” Ryosuke said while smirking.
“Kyaah!” his sister quickly put her hands on her skirt and get down from the bed.
“Onii-chan hentai!” she said before she slammed the door, leaving Ryosuke who is laughing hard.
After having a good dream like last night, he can’t wait to see his prince at school today.
*******
Ryosuke just walk in from the entrance gate and then he saw his best friend in his front. He quickly runs toward him and jumps on his back.
“Dai-chan, ohayou!!”
“Uwah!” a sudden weight on Daiki’s back startled him.
“Yama-chan! Are you trying to give me a heart attack?” he said after Ryosuke moved down from his back.
“Gomen, tehee~” Ryosuke said cutely.
“You look so happy today. What happened?” Daiki asked after he realized his best friend seem energetic than usual.
“Ano ne~ I dreamed about Keito last night. He confessed to me!” Ryosuke said excitedly.
“Ah, sou” Daiki looks at him with half-opened eyes, not very interested. He knew about Ryosuke’s dying love toward Keito. Of course he does, Ryosuke keep babbling about that guy every single day. Keito this, Keito that, he already tired of it.
“Shouldn’t it be the other way around?” well, he still entertains his best friend though.
“Mou, you know I still have no courage to do that. I’m waiting for the correct time.
“Yeah, I’ve heard that since last year.”
“Urusai” Ryosuke pouts and Daiki just shaking his head.
*******
Ryosuke is peeking inside the music room through the slightly opening door like he always does everyday. He loves seeing Keito practicing. Ryosuke is in the different class from Keito so he doesn’t get to see Keito much in school so this place is where he can see his prince as much as he wants.
“Why am I here again?” Daiki said while crossing his arms, looking a bit annoyed. He was happily eating his bento when Ryosuke suddenly grabbed his arm and dragged him here. Ryosuke usually do this alone but sometime when he come to his mood, he will drag him too and make him a part-time stalker which is definitely not under his will.
“Shh! don’t be so loud. They will hear us” Ryosuke whispered. Daiki just sighs and then he also peeks inside the room.
Inside he saw Ryosuke’s crush, Keito who is playing with classical guitar while writing something on the paper, maybe composing a new song. The other members, Hikaru is practicing his bass guitar with Yabu who also playing a guitar and Kei who is practicing with the keyboard. He averts his eyes toward the drum but no one is playing with it. Their drummer, Yuto is not in there with the others.
“I wonder where Nakajima-kun. Why he’s not practicing with them?” Daiki asked.
“Who cares?” Ryosuke replied nonchalantly. He is not interested with other member than Keito.
“Maybe he’s outside taking pictures” said Daiki.
Everyone in the school knew the band’s drummer; Nakajima Yuto has other talent than drum which is photography. Yuto is the second prince in the school. He has his own fans who admire him when the band doing performance. The girls just love it when Yuto playing the drum with pair of muscle arms of his and how his sweat dripping from his hair while he hits the drum with full passion. They love him more as his talent on photography makes him a charming prince. His photos always won the first prize for the school competitions. Whoever saw his masterpiece pinned on the notice board at the hallway will end up melting.
*Growl~*
Ryosuke looks at Daiki with what-the-heck face. Daiki’s stomach is growling. He didn’t finish his bento just now and he is practically starving.
“Don’t look at me like that, it’s your fault!” Daiki said with irritated voice.
“Oh. Warukatta na” Ryosuke replied, feeling a bit guilty.
“I’m going to finish my bento” Daiki walks away, leaving Ryosuke behind.
Ryosuke’s guilt disappeared right away and he continues looking at Keito. It seems that Keito just finished writing all the chords for his new song and he start playing the guitar while humming as the song still have no lyrics. The song sounds so beautiful, giving him overwhelming feelings he cannot describe and he is staring at Keito while smiling helplessly with heart-melting face expression.
*Snap*
Ryosuke suddenly heard a camera snapping sound and when turns his head aside, he saw Yuto is standing there while holding a camera.
“Did you just snap my picture?” Ryosuke asked while frowning.
“Your gross expression with drool all over your mouth is a masterpiece. It’s such a waste if I didn’t capture it” Yuto said with a poker face.
Ryosuke is boiling up with anger. This guy, he never speaks with him before but he didn’t expect he is a foul-mouthed person. His blank expression is completely annoying and starting to get on his nerves.
“O-ma-e” Ryosuke clenches his teeth and stepping toward Yuto. He wants to grab that camera and smash it on the floor.
“Oh, Yuto!” Keito suddenly pushes the door open. Ryosuke’s figure disappeared from Yuto’s sight and replaced by a white door.
“Are? I just heard a loud ‘thump’ just now. Did I hit something?” Keito wondering.
“No. It’s just your imagination” Yuto answered.
“Really? Ah! I’ve finished our new song. I want you to hear it” Keito places his arm around Yuto’s shoulders and drag him inside the room.
Keito pulls the door closed and Ryosuke fall to the floor. For a moment he feels like he can see stars are spinning around his head. He rubs his face while hissing in pain. His head hurt like hell. Ryosuke bite his lower lip. His anger rises up to a maximum level. That Nakajima guy, he knew he was behind the door, hurting in pain but he didn’t tell Keito and just ignore him completely.
“Nakajima Yuto. You will pay for this! Ita-ta-ta…” Ryosuke rubs his hurt nose. Luckily it didn’t bleed.
*******
“Haaah~”
Ryosuke let out a long sigh while resting his chin on the table. Daiki who’s sitting beside him, looks at his best friend and he also end up sighing. He knew Ryosuke’s problem. It has been a week he didn’t go to the music room and see his crush. It all thanks to Nakajima Yuto. One day, he went to the music room but the door is locked and all windows are closed. There are people inside as he can hear them playing music but why the door is locked? They never lock it before so he can slowly open the door and peek inside. But because of that, he can’t see his prince.
The next day, Ryosuke was on his way to see Keito practicing but his feet stopped when he saw Yuto leaned against the music room door. He lifted up his camera while smirking evilly. His face obviously shown get-lost-or-I-snap-your-picture-again look. Clenching his fist, Ryosuke turned around and walked away. Again, he can’t see Keito who he misses so much.
On the third day, Ryosuke really cannot take anymore. He decided to confront Yuto. As usual, Yuto leaned against the door while crossing his arms and Ryosuke walked toward him determinedly. He was ready to blurt out his anger but before he can open his mouth, Yuto patted his forehead with something and Ryosuke quickly snatched away that thing from Yuto’s. His eyes widened to see his own picture on his hand. That picture is taken by Yuto previously when he had weird expression on his face. He crumpled the picture though he knew it was no use. The film is with Yuto. Even though he burns this picture, Yuto can make more of them and use it to embarrass him.
It kept going on like this for the next day and the next day. Every time Ryosuke wanted to see Keito, Yuto will stop him in various ways as if he enjoyed doing all this. What is his problem anyway? He just like picking a fight with Ryosuke and see him in trouble. Every day, Ryosuke try to figure out how he can get rid of Yuto but it has been a week already and he still doesn’t find a way.
“Yama-chan, I think I’ve found a way to solve your problem” Daiki spoke.
“Eh? Maji de? How?” Ryosuke looks at Daiki excitedly.
“Confess to Keito.”
“What? How is that suppose to solve my problem?” Ryosuke surprised of Daiki’s suggestions.
“I don’t know. Maybe, when Keito knows you like him he will asks Yuto to stop bugging you. You know Keito. He’s such a charmer especially toward peoples who love him.”
Daiki has a point. Maybe that is the only way Yuto will stop messing up with him.
“Demo…doushio, Dai-chan? I don’t even have courage to meet face to face with Keito, how can I possibly confess to him?”
“Who said you must meet him face to face then only you can confess? You can always use this” Daiki lifts up a piece of blank paper and Ryosuke knew what he means.
That’s right. Ryosuke can just write his confession on a piece of paper and secretly give it to Keito. It would be better to face Keito after he knew about his feeling. He will sincerely write the letter so he can convey his feeling toward him. This letter, it is not just a ticket for him to be free from Yuto but he really wants Keito to notice him. It would be a dream comes true if Keito could accept his feeling. Ryosuke knew, his chances are small but as long as there is a hope, he will never give up.
*******
To the most special person in my heart,
I love you.
I’ve always been in love with you…
-Yamada Ryosuke -
Ryosuke read the letter he wrote for the last time. It’s short and simple. He doesn’t need to write a long one. If he does, he might need more than 10 pages to write down all his feelings. He folded the paper and put in inside an envelope. He didn’t write Keito’s name on it because he will put this letter inside his shoes locker. Keito will see this envelope the moment he open his locker. Ryosuke looks at the envelope with flower design on it and he smiles.
“What am I? A girl?” he chuckles.
The teacher came in to the classroom and Ryosuke shoves the envelope under his desk. He looks at Daiki and the other also looks at him. Daiki knew Ryosuke will give the letter to Keito today and he supports him. He mouthed “gan-ba-re” to Ryosuke and his best friend smile before he mouthed “a-ri-ga-tou” to Daiki.
Half and hour before the lunch time, Ryosuke asked permission from the teacher to go to the toilet but there is not where he wants to go of course. He walks toward the shoe lockers and scanning for Keito’s name. After reading the names line by line he found Keito’s name.
“Found it! Hm?” Ryosuke noticed a familiar name beside Keito’s locker.
‘Nakajima Yuto’
“Tch! Even your locker is beside Keito’s. What are you, his bodyguard?” he hits Yuto’s locker with his fist, feeling so irritated. Then he averts his eyes to Keito’s name and smiles. He takes out the envelope from his pocket, look at it deeply and reach his hand toward the locker.
“Kyah~ Yuto-sama kakkoii, especially when he’s holding his camera.”
“Sou, sou, kakkoii~”
Ryosuke startled when he heard girl’s voices near to him and immediately look aside to find where the voices come from. While looking around, his hand quickly opens the locker and shoves the envelope inside. After he makes sure those girls already walked away, he runs back to the classroom in hurry. In the classroom, Daiki looks at Ryosuke in curious. Ryosuke smiles and put his thumbs up. Daiki sighs in relief. For now, mission is accomplished.
After the last bell ringing…
“Gomen ne, Yama-chan. I can’t hang out with you today” said Daiki while putting his indoor shoes in the locker.
“Daijoubu dayo. Hora, Takaki-kun is waiting for you. Hurry up and go” Ryosuke pushes Daiki’s back. They promised to go eat ramen after school but Takaki suddenly asked him out. Of course he will let his best friend go with Takaki, he knew that guy is deeply in love with Daiki but he is playing hard to get. Takaki has confessed to Daiki since last year but he still hasn’t given his answer up until now. His best friend told him before that he still can’t believe Takaki completely to give his whole heart but he knew deep down, Daiki is starting to like him. He just wishes everything will go well between those two.
“ii na~ Dai-chan is so lucky” Ryosuke feels a bit jealous seeing his best friend walking together with Takaki. How he wish if Keito and him can be like that too.
“Yamada Ryosuke”
Ryosuke jumped in surprised when someone called him, snapped him back to reality. But knowing whose voice is that, he rolls his eyes and clicked his tongue.
“What?” he turned with annoying look on his face but then his eyes widened when he saw Keito is standing beside Yuto.
“I accepted your feelings” said Yuto.
“Huuuh?” Ryosuke doesn’t understand what the hell he is talking about. It’s like he’s speaking in alien language.
“This” Yuto proudly shows him a familiar envelope in his hand.
Ryosuke froze. For a moment he feels like his lung has stop functioning and he can’t breathe at all. “T-that envelope…it’s mine! Why Nakajima has it?”
“I don’t mind going out with you” Yuto said while smirking.
“Yay~ omedetou~” Keito innocently clapping his hands and congratulates them.
Ryosuke’s sight goes blank and he feels like he has turned into stone which only waiting to crack. Everything is totally messed up. What worst, Keito has misunderstanding his love. His love that he’s been keeping for the whole year is now destroyed by this annoying guy. He wishes he could just die at this moment. He doesn’t mind if an asteroid falls right onto his head and explode him into dust.
“I, Yamada Ryosuke have just dug my own grave…”
a/n : another chaptered fic~ feel like I’m addicting to it XD
Happy belated birthday Keito~ Please have more confidence in yourself, you too can be popular like Yama-chan ^0^
Pairing: OkaYama, YamaJima, AriYama (friendship)
Genre: BL, Romance, School Life
Rating: PG (for now)
Summary: Ryosuke is in love with the school prince Keito. He has kept his feeling for over a year. Keito’s best friend, Yuto is the second prince and Ryosuke find him a very troublesome guy. With his best friend’s encouragement, Ryosuke overcome his fear and decided to confess to Keito but with a simple mistake, his life turns upside down.
~1~
In the middle of the crowd, Ryosuke is cheering and jumping like other girls around him enjoying the song “Hero” which being sung by Okamoto Keito, the leader of their most popular school band and…his hardcore crush for almost a year.
His coolness when singing while passionately playing the guitar is such an unbearable sight for him. Among the five members, Keito is shining brightly than the other on that stage. He loves this song because it was written by him and since he lived in England few years ago his song mostly written in English. Just hearing Keito singing in other language makes his hearts melt even though some words he doesn’t even understand what its mean.
What should he do? He loves this guy so much. He wants Keito to notice him. Among this crowd, he wants Keito to look only at him.
Like a miracle, Keito eyes meet his and he stunned. The time seems to stop and everyone else around turned blur except the two of them. His heart is thumping even faster when Keito stepping down from the stage, walking towards him in slow motion while smiling brightly, too bright for his eyes to endure. Keito is now standing in front of Ryosuke, the distance between them is only one step.
“I think I’ve fallen for you, beautiful.”
Ryosuke’s mouth is hanging open. He couldn’t believe it. His prince just said that he has fallen for him! He could die from happiness at this moment. It’s still too much for his heart to take it but Keito already take one step forward and their faces is only and inch away. The taller casually caressing his cheeks and Ryosuke’s legs become weak like jelly.
“and I think you love me too…” with that Keito lowering his head, their lips are getting closer, Ryosuke closes his eyes and pouting his lips impatiently waiting to taste those longing lips…
*THUD!*
Ryosuke fell from his bed while his teddy bear is still safely in his arms which he just kissed it before he rolled down from the bed.
“hehehe~ itai~” he giggles stupidly while rubbing the back of his head. The dream he just had was so wonderful he couldn’t care less about the pain. That dream, it was on the Bunkasai last year when the band having their performance. He still remembered how cramped and how he got squeezed by the crowd of girls until he can’t breathe but he endured just to watch his prince performed. But he can only watch Keito from far because he doesn’t have confidence to talk with him. Just having Keito standing in front of him enough to make his legs shivered. Ryosuke raises his teddy up in the air.
“Keito, I love you too~” Ryosuke lowering the teddy to his face and pouting his lips, imagining his teddy as Keito.
“Onii-chan, stop acting like an idiot and wake up already!”
His sister’s loud voice makes him flinch in surprised. He moved his teddy aside and saw his sister is standing on his bed with her hands on her hips.
“Tch. Urusai na. Zenzen kawaikunai” he clicked his tongue and ruffling his messy hair, still laying on the floor.
“How am I supposed to act cute if I have baka onii-chan like you?”
“Oi, I can see your panties” Ryosuke said while smirking.
“Kyaah!” his sister quickly put her hands on her skirt and get down from the bed.
“Onii-chan hentai!” she said before she slammed the door, leaving Ryosuke who is laughing hard.
After having a good dream like last night, he can’t wait to see his prince at school today.
*******
Ryosuke just walk in from the entrance gate and then he saw his best friend in his front. He quickly runs toward him and jumps on his back.
“Dai-chan, ohayou!!”
“Uwah!” a sudden weight on Daiki’s back startled him.
“Yama-chan! Are you trying to give me a heart attack?” he said after Ryosuke moved down from his back.
“Gomen, tehee~” Ryosuke said cutely.
“You look so happy today. What happened?” Daiki asked after he realized his best friend seem energetic than usual.
“Ano ne~ I dreamed about Keito last night. He confessed to me!” Ryosuke said excitedly.
“Ah, sou” Daiki looks at him with half-opened eyes, not very interested. He knew about Ryosuke’s dying love toward Keito. Of course he does, Ryosuke keep babbling about that guy every single day. Keito this, Keito that, he already tired of it.
“Shouldn’t it be the other way around?” well, he still entertains his best friend though.
“Mou, you know I still have no courage to do that. I’m waiting for the correct time.
“Yeah, I’ve heard that since last year.”
“Urusai” Ryosuke pouts and Daiki just shaking his head.
*******
Ryosuke is peeking inside the music room through the slightly opening door like he always does everyday. He loves seeing Keito practicing. Ryosuke is in the different class from Keito so he doesn’t get to see Keito much in school so this place is where he can see his prince as much as he wants.
“Why am I here again?” Daiki said while crossing his arms, looking a bit annoyed. He was happily eating his bento when Ryosuke suddenly grabbed his arm and dragged him here. Ryosuke usually do this alone but sometime when he come to his mood, he will drag him too and make him a part-time stalker which is definitely not under his will.
“Shh! don’t be so loud. They will hear us” Ryosuke whispered. Daiki just sighs and then he also peeks inside the room.
Inside he saw Ryosuke’s crush, Keito who is playing with classical guitar while writing something on the paper, maybe composing a new song. The other members, Hikaru is practicing his bass guitar with Yabu who also playing a guitar and Kei who is practicing with the keyboard. He averts his eyes toward the drum but no one is playing with it. Their drummer, Yuto is not in there with the others.
“I wonder where Nakajima-kun. Why he’s not practicing with them?” Daiki asked.
“Who cares?” Ryosuke replied nonchalantly. He is not interested with other member than Keito.
“Maybe he’s outside taking pictures” said Daiki.
Everyone in the school knew the band’s drummer; Nakajima Yuto has other talent than drum which is photography. Yuto is the second prince in the school. He has his own fans who admire him when the band doing performance. The girls just love it when Yuto playing the drum with pair of muscle arms of his and how his sweat dripping from his hair while he hits the drum with full passion. They love him more as his talent on photography makes him a charming prince. His photos always won the first prize for the school competitions. Whoever saw his masterpiece pinned on the notice board at the hallway will end up melting.
*Growl~*
Ryosuke looks at Daiki with what-the-heck face. Daiki’s stomach is growling. He didn’t finish his bento just now and he is practically starving.
“Don’t look at me like that, it’s your fault!” Daiki said with irritated voice.
“Oh. Warukatta na” Ryosuke replied, feeling a bit guilty.
“I’m going to finish my bento” Daiki walks away, leaving Ryosuke behind.
Ryosuke’s guilt disappeared right away and he continues looking at Keito. It seems that Keito just finished writing all the chords for his new song and he start playing the guitar while humming as the song still have no lyrics. The song sounds so beautiful, giving him overwhelming feelings he cannot describe and he is staring at Keito while smiling helplessly with heart-melting face expression.
*Snap*
Ryosuke suddenly heard a camera snapping sound and when turns his head aside, he saw Yuto is standing there while holding a camera.
“Did you just snap my picture?” Ryosuke asked while frowning.
“Your gross expression with drool all over your mouth is a masterpiece. It’s such a waste if I didn’t capture it” Yuto said with a poker face.
Ryosuke is boiling up with anger. This guy, he never speaks with him before but he didn’t expect he is a foul-mouthed person. His blank expression is completely annoying and starting to get on his nerves.
“O-ma-e” Ryosuke clenches his teeth and stepping toward Yuto. He wants to grab that camera and smash it on the floor.
“Oh, Yuto!” Keito suddenly pushes the door open. Ryosuke’s figure disappeared from Yuto’s sight and replaced by a white door.
“Are? I just heard a loud ‘thump’ just now. Did I hit something?” Keito wondering.
“No. It’s just your imagination” Yuto answered.
“Really? Ah! I’ve finished our new song. I want you to hear it” Keito places his arm around Yuto’s shoulders and drag him inside the room.
Keito pulls the door closed and Ryosuke fall to the floor. For a moment he feels like he can see stars are spinning around his head. He rubs his face while hissing in pain. His head hurt like hell. Ryosuke bite his lower lip. His anger rises up to a maximum level. That Nakajima guy, he knew he was behind the door, hurting in pain but he didn’t tell Keito and just ignore him completely.
“Nakajima Yuto. You will pay for this! Ita-ta-ta…” Ryosuke rubs his hurt nose. Luckily it didn’t bleed.
*******
“Haaah~”
Ryosuke let out a long sigh while resting his chin on the table. Daiki who’s sitting beside him, looks at his best friend and he also end up sighing. He knew Ryosuke’s problem. It has been a week he didn’t go to the music room and see his crush. It all thanks to Nakajima Yuto. One day, he went to the music room but the door is locked and all windows are closed. There are people inside as he can hear them playing music but why the door is locked? They never lock it before so he can slowly open the door and peek inside. But because of that, he can’t see his prince.
The next day, Ryosuke was on his way to see Keito practicing but his feet stopped when he saw Yuto leaned against the music room door. He lifted up his camera while smirking evilly. His face obviously shown get-lost-or-I-snap-your-picture-again look. Clenching his fist, Ryosuke turned around and walked away. Again, he can’t see Keito who he misses so much.
On the third day, Ryosuke really cannot take anymore. He decided to confront Yuto. As usual, Yuto leaned against the door while crossing his arms and Ryosuke walked toward him determinedly. He was ready to blurt out his anger but before he can open his mouth, Yuto patted his forehead with something and Ryosuke quickly snatched away that thing from Yuto’s. His eyes widened to see his own picture on his hand. That picture is taken by Yuto previously when he had weird expression on his face. He crumpled the picture though he knew it was no use. The film is with Yuto. Even though he burns this picture, Yuto can make more of them and use it to embarrass him.
It kept going on like this for the next day and the next day. Every time Ryosuke wanted to see Keito, Yuto will stop him in various ways as if he enjoyed doing all this. What is his problem anyway? He just like picking a fight with Ryosuke and see him in trouble. Every day, Ryosuke try to figure out how he can get rid of Yuto but it has been a week already and he still doesn’t find a way.
“Yama-chan, I think I’ve found a way to solve your problem” Daiki spoke.
“Eh? Maji de? How?” Ryosuke looks at Daiki excitedly.
“Confess to Keito.”
“What? How is that suppose to solve my problem?” Ryosuke surprised of Daiki’s suggestions.
“I don’t know. Maybe, when Keito knows you like him he will asks Yuto to stop bugging you. You know Keito. He’s such a charmer especially toward peoples who love him.”
Daiki has a point. Maybe that is the only way Yuto will stop messing up with him.
“Demo…doushio, Dai-chan? I don’t even have courage to meet face to face with Keito, how can I possibly confess to him?”
“Who said you must meet him face to face then only you can confess? You can always use this” Daiki lifts up a piece of blank paper and Ryosuke knew what he means.
That’s right. Ryosuke can just write his confession on a piece of paper and secretly give it to Keito. It would be better to face Keito after he knew about his feeling. He will sincerely write the letter so he can convey his feeling toward him. This letter, it is not just a ticket for him to be free from Yuto but he really wants Keito to notice him. It would be a dream comes true if Keito could accept his feeling. Ryosuke knew, his chances are small but as long as there is a hope, he will never give up.
*******
To the most special person in my heart,
I love you.
I’ve always been in love with you…
-Yamada Ryosuke -
Ryosuke read the letter he wrote for the last time. It’s short and simple. He doesn’t need to write a long one. If he does, he might need more than 10 pages to write down all his feelings. He folded the paper and put in inside an envelope. He didn’t write Keito’s name on it because he will put this letter inside his shoes locker. Keito will see this envelope the moment he open his locker. Ryosuke looks at the envelope with flower design on it and he smiles.
“What am I? A girl?” he chuckles.
The teacher came in to the classroom and Ryosuke shoves the envelope under his desk. He looks at Daiki and the other also looks at him. Daiki knew Ryosuke will give the letter to Keito today and he supports him. He mouthed “gan-ba-re” to Ryosuke and his best friend smile before he mouthed “a-ri-ga-tou” to Daiki.
Half and hour before the lunch time, Ryosuke asked permission from the teacher to go to the toilet but there is not where he wants to go of course. He walks toward the shoe lockers and scanning for Keito’s name. After reading the names line by line he found Keito’s name.
“Found it! Hm?” Ryosuke noticed a familiar name beside Keito’s locker.
‘Nakajima Yuto’
“Tch! Even your locker is beside Keito’s. What are you, his bodyguard?” he hits Yuto’s locker with his fist, feeling so irritated. Then he averts his eyes to Keito’s name and smiles. He takes out the envelope from his pocket, look at it deeply and reach his hand toward the locker.
“Kyah~ Yuto-sama kakkoii, especially when he’s holding his camera.”
“Sou, sou, kakkoii~”
Ryosuke startled when he heard girl’s voices near to him and immediately look aside to find where the voices come from. While looking around, his hand quickly opens the locker and shoves the envelope inside. After he makes sure those girls already walked away, he runs back to the classroom in hurry. In the classroom, Daiki looks at Ryosuke in curious. Ryosuke smiles and put his thumbs up. Daiki sighs in relief. For now, mission is accomplished.
After the last bell ringing…
“Gomen ne, Yama-chan. I can’t hang out with you today” said Daiki while putting his indoor shoes in the locker.
“Daijoubu dayo. Hora, Takaki-kun is waiting for you. Hurry up and go” Ryosuke pushes Daiki’s back. They promised to go eat ramen after school but Takaki suddenly asked him out. Of course he will let his best friend go with Takaki, he knew that guy is deeply in love with Daiki but he is playing hard to get. Takaki has confessed to Daiki since last year but he still hasn’t given his answer up until now. His best friend told him before that he still can’t believe Takaki completely to give his whole heart but he knew deep down, Daiki is starting to like him. He just wishes everything will go well between those two.
“ii na~ Dai-chan is so lucky” Ryosuke feels a bit jealous seeing his best friend walking together with Takaki. How he wish if Keito and him can be like that too.
“Yamada Ryosuke”
Ryosuke jumped in surprised when someone called him, snapped him back to reality. But knowing whose voice is that, he rolls his eyes and clicked his tongue.
“What?” he turned with annoying look on his face but then his eyes widened when he saw Keito is standing beside Yuto.
“I accepted your feelings” said Yuto.
“Huuuh?” Ryosuke doesn’t understand what the hell he is talking about. It’s like he’s speaking in alien language.
“This” Yuto proudly shows him a familiar envelope in his hand.
Ryosuke froze. For a moment he feels like his lung has stop functioning and he can’t breathe at all. “T-that envelope…it’s mine! Why Nakajima has it?”
“I don’t mind going out with you” Yuto said while smirking.
“Yay~ omedetou~” Keito innocently clapping his hands and congratulates them.
Ryosuke’s sight goes blank and he feels like he has turned into stone which only waiting to crack. Everything is totally messed up. What worst, Keito has misunderstanding his love. His love that he’s been keeping for the whole year is now destroyed by this annoying guy. He wishes he could just die at this moment. He doesn’t mind if an asteroid falls right onto his head and explode him into dust.
“I, Yamada Ryosuke have just dug my own grave…”
a/n : another chaptered fic~ feel like I’m addicting to it XD
Happy belated birthday Keito~ Please have more confidence in yourself, you too can be popular like Yama-chan ^0^