Onegai…Let Me Be Your Petto - Chapter 9
Author: Nara@ry0_gee
Pairing: YamaJima, Yutochii
Genre: Romance, High School, Slice of Life, Angst
Rating: PG-13, NC-17
Summary: Yuto is a very quite guy and never talk with others. People call him
mute, people call him weird and he always end up being bullied. He
doesn't have any friend. His friend was only an abandoned kitten and
Ryosuke is trying to be a replacement for that kitten as Yuto's pet.
Prologue I Chapter 1 I Chapter 2 I Chapter 3 I Chapter 4 I Chapter 5 I Chapter 6 I Chapter 7 I Chapter 8
Chapter 9
“Prove it.”
Ryosuke tilt his head enjoying the feeling of Yuto’s fingers sliding along his neck and then he avert his eyes down, following where those fingers go until they stop on his button. The moment Yuto undone one of his button, he knew what his owner want, what he should do to prove his loyalty. He looks up at Yuto and raises his hand to his own shirt, slipping under Yuto’s hand which still hanging on his chest and he unbutton himself, continuing from where Yuto stopped.
“Gladly…” he breathes against Yuto’s lips. Their lips are so close, parted, slightly brushes against each other, begging to be kissed but still untouchable while he doing his job, undone one button to one button until his shirt is fully opened. He holds Yuto’s hand and brings it onto his bare skin, telling him that he is allowing his owner to do anything he wants to him. Yuto curve a smile before he wrap his hand around Ryosuke’s waist and crash their lips together. His free hand is grabbing Ryosuke’s nape, pushing his head higher to deepen his kiss. He sucks his bottom lip hard making the shorter gasp and he take the chance to slip his tongue into Ryosuke’s velvety mouth, exploring his wet cavern.
“Hmpf”, he let out a soft moan when he feels Yuto’s tongue sliding under his and he follow Yuto’s lead. Tongues are swirling and battling for dominance, their mixed saliva slipping out from Ryosuke’s mouth along with moans escaped from his throat which sounds like a melody into Yuto’s ears. They broke the kiss with their tongues still sticking out not wanting to let go but they need to breathe. They meet their foreheads while panting hard and Yuto hold Ryosuke tight as he could feel the shorter could barely stand on his own feet. He kisses Ryosuke’s bangs before he move to his ear and whisper -
“Sofaa or betto? Dochi ga ii?“ Yuto’s sudden question makes him burn in red. He really didn’t expect such question coming out from Yuto. It’s like he was announcing they are about to do that thing. Wait, how they gonna do that actually? They both guys! But Ryosuke’s mind more focused on how to answer Yuto’s question and he can’t think of anything else.
“D-dochi mou…ii…” he buried his face on Yuto’s chest and clench on his shirt. Yuto almost chuckle because of his cuteness. He just wanted to tease him and the result is mesmerizing. He bent his knees and lifts him up into his arms, carrying him in bridal style making Ryosuke widened his eyes in total surprised. Yuto carrying him to his…no, their bedroom and realizing that, Ryosuke once again buried his face on Yuto’s chest and his grips on taller shirt become tighter. His heart is beating so fast like it going to explode in any second.
Yuto slowly lay him down before he crawl onto the bed and topping him. He leans down and Ryosuke reach out his hand to Yuto above him, caressing his cheek with his thumb and then move to his lips while Yuto playing with Ryosuke’s hair with his fingers, just staring at each other deep, lovingly, not only mere lust.
“Suki da yo”, said Ryosuke with a soft voice.
“Un…wakatteru”, Yuto pressed their lips once again but gentler.
Ryosuke was expecting him to say “I love you too” but his kisses makes him doesn’t mind about it anymore. His gentle kisses slowly turn more passionate and deep. Heads tilting, lips parting and close, finding for the right side in every inch of their lips. Ryosuke moan in the midst of their hot kisses when Yuto savor and sucking his tongue. He broke the kiss leaving Ryosuke’s mouth empty but then he plants chaste kisses on Ryosuke’s chin, to his jaw line, his collar, licking the part of his neck which is uncovered by the collar and Yuto remove Ryosuke’s unbuttoned shirt completely from his body before he continue sucking his shoulder leaving a mark on it.
His lips travelling down to his chest and as it moving closer to his nipple, Ryosuke’s breathing become heavier. Yuto swirling his tongue around Ryosuke’s right nipple while his left thumb brushing his neglected nipple. Then he sucks the hardened bud hard at the same time pinching the other nipple.
“ngh!” Ryosuke toss his head aside while biting his own fingers to hold his moan. Yuto keep sucking and Ryosuke could feel his tongue is brushing his nipple bud inside of his mouth sending burning sensation all the way down to the bottom part of his body.
He sighs in relief after Yuto’s mouth leaving his swollen nipples but his panting get heavier again as Yuto lips travel down to his abs and it keep getting lower. Ryosuke open up his eyes when he heard clanking sound. His heart beat like crazy when Yuto unbuckling his belt and then he pull off his pants together with his boxer. Yuto straightened up his body with his knees locking Ryosuke in between and throw Ryosuke’s pants somewhere on the floor. He stares down at his beautiful pet who’s wearing nothing but a black collar around his neck.
“Y-Yuto…s-stop staring at me”, he said with blushing cheeks, covering his mouth with the back of his hand and he bent his left knee trying to hide his half-hard member.
Yuto gulped seeing Ryosuke’s lewd face below him. His pet look freaking hot sexy right now and he stunned on his position. His mind totally became empty. How he actually gonna do this? He never did this with a guy before not even a girl. Guess he needs to find out by himself. He grabs Ryosuke’s knee and spread his leg, exposing his hard member.
“Ah!” Ryosuke surprised and fully embarrassed being spread like that and Yuto’s stare is driving him crazy. He got hard just by his stare.
Seeing Ryosuke’s pink hole that look so alluring, he knew what he needs to do from here. That is where he can be one with Ryosuke. He grope Ryosuke’s member, playing with the tip using his thumb before he lower his head down and replace his thumb with his tongue.
“Ah…ngh” Ryosuke clench the bed sheet and suck his bottom lip. But he can’t hold his voice anymore as Yuto take his whole length into his mouth.
“Ahn~Yuto!” he moan in pleasure when Yuto bobbing his head up and down, groping his ball at the same time. Yuto’s tongue twirling around his length when he’s sucking him doubled up the sensation makes him trembling all over his body.
“S-stop…I’m going to...” Ryosuke almost reach his climax but hearing that, Yuto pull out his rock hard member from his mouth, leaving him in disappointment.
“Not so fast”, said Yuto while licking Ryosuke’s precum that still left on his lips. Then he shoves two digits into Ryosuke’s mouth.
“Suck.” not understand why, he follow his master’s order and lick Yuto’s fingers as if they are the most delicious food he ever taste.
“Hngh!” he almost bite Yuto’s fingers as the taller grab his member without warning and start rubbing it with his hand, continuing what his mouth was doing before. Yuto pull back his fingers when he feels they are wet enough and Ryosuke making lewd face when he has to let go of those fingers when he haven’t get enough of them yet. Yuto lower down his head on Ryosuke’s groin and he moans as he feels pleasure being inside Yuto’s mouth again but then Yuto spread his legs wider only to thrust his index finger inside his tight entrance.
“Ah!” Ryosuke gasped as he feels weird inside him. He still not understand what Yuto is doing with him but having Yuto’s finger thrusting his hole in and out making him mind goes blank. Before he can get used to it, Yuto add one more digits, scissoring his wall and he groan in pain.
“Bear with it, Ryo. If I don’t do this, you’ll feel more pain when I put it in.”
“P-put it…in? Ah~”
“Where else should I put it in?”
Ryosuke’s cheeks burning even redder than strawberry. Blaming himself for being so dump, he just finally understood how they actually going to do it and Yuto is preparing him.
“Nngh…ah...” he’s moaning endlessly having his member being suck and at the same time his entrance being thrust by Yuto’s fingers.
“Aah Yuto!” he grab Yuto’s hair unconsciously and arch his back when Yuto’s fingers accidently hit his sweet spot. Knowing his pet is feeling good, he keep hitting the same spot, bobbing his head with same pace leading him to his climax. Ryosuke let out a long moan as he came inside Yuto’s mouth. His white liquid slips out from Yuto’s lips as he’s swallowing the rest, flowing down along his length and lubricating his own hole. Still breathing heavily, Ryosuke weakly turn over his body, facing his back toward Yuto and he raises his hips.
“Yuto…enter me” he brings his hand to his back and stretched himself. It’s his turn to make his owner feel good. Yuto unzipping his pants and pull out his hardened member, positioning himself in front of Ryosuke’s. He could feel the tip of Yuto’s length against his and its warm but Yuto still teasing him. He plants chaste kisses on Ryosuke’s back while he’s rubbing himself against Ryosuke’s entrance driving him in crazy hunger. His hole is twitching, desperately wanting to be filled by Yuto’s warmth.
“Y-Yuto…please…” he pleads.
“Do you want me?” Yuto lick Ryosuke’s skin before he sucks it.
“I…I want you…”
Yuto’s lips travelling up to his nape and Ryosuke clench the bed sheet as he feels Yuto starting to push in.
“No…aah…” Ryosuke parting his lips and try to breathe when Yuto’s member is thrusting deeper, piercing him apart and his tears are falling.
“Aahn!” he moan out load when Yuto thrust his whole length inside him and biting Ryosuke’s shoulder at the same time, confusing his mind between pain and pleasure. Yuto doesn’t move yet, letting Ryosuke to get used to his size. He turns Ryosuke’s chin toward him and kiss him gently.
“Can I move now?” he asked and Ryosuke place his hand at the back of Yuto’s head to deepen the kiss as the answer. Yuto start moving his hips, thrusting him in and out and their kisses turn messy because of their bodies slamming. Ryosuke broke the kiss and lower down his head as Yuto’s pace is getting faster.
“Aah!” he throws back his head when Yuto hit his sweet spot. He smirks before he thrust deeper at the same spot over and over again. Ryosuke’s legs are shaking as the pleasure he feels now is far greater than having his inside being molested by Yuto’s fingers. Yuto’s feel so hot and full inside him, his inner wall tightening every time he hit his prostate and Yuto’s lewd humming into his ear is telling him that he’s feeling good too, not fair because it arouse him more. The sound of their slapping skin getting louder as Yuto fastened his pace. He grope Ryosuke’s neglected member when he feel he almost reaches his climax and rubbing it faster making the shorter sigh turn blurry and all white. His hands could barely hold his and Yuto’s weight on his back but Yuto’s free hand wrap around his waist to support him.
“Y-Yuto…I can’t…ngh…hold it anymore…” before his eyes he saw water dripping on the bed sheet whether it’s his sweat or his tear he doesn’t know anymore. His tight entrance squeezing around Yuto’s length begging for his front release, unable to resist such sensation, Yuto buried his lips on Ryosuke’s shoulder as he shoot his hot substance inside him and at the same moment Ryosuke came into Yuto’s hand along with a loud, content moan. Yuto pull out from Ryosuke’s makes him let out a soft groan. His white liquid leaking out from his pet’s swollen hole, dripping on the bed sheet and it’s such a nice view for Yuto.
Ryosuke fall on the bed, catching up his breath and Yuto lay down beside him. He smiles looking at Ryosuke burying his face on the pillow but his reddening ear can’t hide his blushing. He stretches his hand and caressing Ryosuke’s hair. He turns his head facing Yuto, resting his lips against his fist, look so cute like a baby.
“Ryo…you’re so…beautiful…” Yuto said while tucking Ryosuke’s bangs behind his ear. Blushing Ryosuke smile in embarrass like a girl while biting his lower lip. Yuto grab his wrist and pull him closer only to wrap him tightly inside his arms. Yuto couldn’t see it, but Ryosuke’s tears are falling in his smile. Tonight is the most wonderful moment in his entire life, tonight he became one with the person he loves and maybe tomorrow, he will hear him say I love you…
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Ryosuke wake up in the morning with Yuto’s warmth against his skin. He smiles seeing Yuto’s peaceful sleeping face right before his eyes. He snuggles closer, tightening his arms around Yuto’s bare waist, resting his lips on Yuto’s collarbone. How he wish he could stop the time and be like this forever.
“Ohayou, Ryo” he flinch a bit in surprise when Yuto suddenly speak.
“O-ohayou” he’s wondering how long Yuto has awake. He’s a bit embarrassed thinking Yuto could feel he snuggled to him earlier.
“Don’t you have anything to say to me?” Ryosuke asked.
“Say what?” Yuto a bit confused.
“Say that you love me of course” he said in his heart. He wants to hear those words he has been longing for and after what happened last night, his hope rises high. But maybe he needs to give Yuto more times. He still can wait a few more days or months even year, he doesn’t mind as long as they stay together like this. What more could he ask? Both of them are reluctant to wake up from the bed as if they don’t want to let go of each other but they have to because they need to get ready for school.
“Yappari, we shouldn’t go to school today”, Yuto frowning.
“Daijoubu da yo~” Ryosuke smile widely, tightening his arms around the taller shoulder and enjoy being piggyback by Yuto. This morning when Yuto was preparing their breakfast, he saw Ryosuke walking so slow and weird like a penguin. There was no other reason why he was walking like that. It’s obviously because of their last night activity. Yuto kept telling him to rest at home but he being stubborn and saying he was fine. There’s no way he is fine when he can barely walk normally. Yuto doesn’t any choice and so that’s why he piggybacking him now, feeling a bit guilty.
“I can’t piggyback you all the way to classroom you know.”
“Ii yo. I still can walk. You’re overreacting.”
“What? I’m over- mou ii. Suki ni shiro yo” he sighs in surrender.
“Hai~” Ryosuke giggling, ignoring peoples around who’s smiling looking at their lovey-doveyness.
Chinen saw Yuto walk into the classroom but he didn’t see Ryosuke behind. His lips are threatening to curve a smile but he tries to hold it. He’s thinking his plan is working and they must have fight last night so they didn’t come together. After Yuto take his seat, Ryosuke walk in but he frown seeing him stepping so slow.
“Yamada, what happened to you? You walk like a penguin” said his classmate and the classroom filled with laughter.
“Etou…I tripped and I…hurt my back.” Ryosuke try to make a cover story but it sound fishy to Chinen. Ryosuke finally reach at his seat and slowly lower down his butt on his chair, like a pregnant woman. Chinen look at those two in front of him. They are not talking to each other and Yuto just looking outside the window, resting his chin on his hand as usual. Chinen shrug off the uneasy feelings inside him and keep telling himself that something bad happened between them, just like what he expected.
“Yamada, thanks for borrowing your note”, said his guy classmate who is handling his note book to him but then he look at Ryosuke’s face strangely. He lowers his head down and facing Ryosuke closer.
“Is it only my imagination or your skin really looks smooth and shiny?”
“Eh?” Ryosuke making a blur face.
“Fufufu~ is it your girlfriend? You two did it right?”
“Chigau!” Ryosuke smack his friend’s head with the note book, it’s a reflex action.
“It-taai! Baka!” his friend hissed in pain while putting both hand on his head. Ryosuke did smack him pretty hard.
“Omae wa baka da!” Ryosuke talk back, trying to cover his blushing cheeks.
Chinen heard everything and Ryosuke’s reaction is making him worry. He looks at Yuto who still gazing out the window. He’s frowning and even though it’s not obvious, he still could see red color on his cheek! Chinen’s eyes wide opened. Everything makes sense now. He clenches on his shirt as his chest feels so tight until it’s hard to breathe. He stands up immediately and walks out from the class. Everyone look at each other wondering what is wrong him but not Ryosuke. He’s smirking and inside, he’s laughing in victory.
Chinen wash his face over and over again. He looks at the mirror but he still could see tear falling among the drops of water on his face and it looks pathetic. His shoulder is shrugging as he cries out loud and he falls on the floor. His heart is shattering into pieces, smashed and being stepped on until nothing left but only dust. The only thing filling his empty heart now is hatred, not toward his unrequited love, not toward the one who steal his unrequited love but toward himself. That day, Chinen locked his sight only on his book for entire period, make himself busy with studying even though they haven’t reach those chapters of the lesson yet, even though they are still far for exam and never once he looks at front as he will only see pain.
“I wonder what happened to Chinen today. He was studying too much and he just ignored me when I tried to talk to him”, Yuto said when they are walking home while holding hands.
“Saa…maybe he got his own issues”, Ryosuke replied though he knew exactly why Chinen became like that.
“Ne~ Yuto? Did you…regret it?” he tries to change the topic. He doesn’t want Yuto to think about Chinen when they are together.
“Regret what?”
“Etou…about…last night?” Ryosuke’s cheeks reddening when his mind recalling what they did last night.
“No. You?”
“Me either.”
“But still I…I’m sorry because I kinda…forcing you”, Yuto scratching his nape, feeling a bit embarrassed.
“Eeng~ you didn’t forced me. I...I want it too”, Ryosuke look down hiding his blushing cheeks and Yuto just can’t stop from chuckling.
“Ryo…thank you. You make me smile again.” Ryosuke feel so overwhelming happy to hear that until his eyes become watery.
“I’ll do anything for you, Yuto…” he tightened his grips on Yuto’s hand.
“I’ll give you everything, my heart, my body, my soul, and even…my life.” Yuto suddenly stop waking and Ryosuke walk for few steps ahead before their entwined hand stop him too. He turns to Yuto who is looking down at the ground and he tilts his head wondering what is wrong.
“Yuto?”
Yuto avert his eyes toward him before he pulls his hand and drag him into the street alley. He place his both hand on the wall, locking Ryosuke in between before he pressed their lips together passionately. Ryosuke eyes widened at first but then they close slowly, enjoying their kiss. He’s tugging Yuto’s shirt and tip-toeing to deepen the kiss and Yuto move one of his hand from the wall to Ryosuke’s head, massaging his scalp. Their tongues entwined and dancing together and soft moans could be heard. Yuto can’t describe how he feels right now. He never feels like this in his entire life. It’s like a new feeling that he never learned and now one ever teaches him. He never knew a human being could feel this happy. Reluctantly they broke the kiss as they losing their breath and panting hard for the air.
“People might see us” Ryosuke said with burning red cheeks.
“I don’t care…” and once again Yuto took Ryosuke’s lips as his own.
Meanwhile, in the other neighborhood…
Chinen walk toward his door house tiredly and reach his hand to the doorknob but before he can do that, the door opened form inside and he saw his father carrying a big luggage. His father look at him for the last time before he walk away leaving him in confused.
“Anata!!” his mother screaming from the entrance but his father just ignored her and drives his car away. His mother falls on the floor and cry to her heart content.
“O-okasan?” Chinen’s voice is trembling. From what he saw, he knows exactly what is happening but he put himself in denial.
“Your father…he…he left me. He left us!” his mother cry while clenching on his leg.
Chinen stunned, his tears start falling. He was hoping his mother will tell him differently and shrug off what he was thinking but she’s not. She told him something that he definitely doesn’t want to hear. Chinen don’t understand. Why is this happening? This morning, they were still a happy family but now it just…gone. Why?
His mother suddenly stops crying but her tears still flowing, she stands up from the floor and run into the house. Chinen snapped out and he chases his mother who is running toward the kitchen. But before he can even stop her, his mother already took the knife from the rack and cut her wrist without hesitating.
“Okasaan!!!”
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Yuto turn to his back and look at Chinen’s seat. It’s really rare to see it’s empty. Not only him, but everyone else think it’s weird including the teachers. Earlier, when their homeroom teacher asked if anyone know why he didn’t come to school today, no one could answer. It’s like he just disappear. Suddenly, the door being slam opened by his classmate makes everyone surprised and averts their gaze toward the guy who’s panting at the door. He must have run all the way to the class just now. Then he walks to his own seat which at the front row of their class.
“Minna, I just heard that Chinen’s mother admitted to the hospital for suicide attempt.”
“What?!”
“Uso.”
“Nande?”
“Arienai.”
The news shocked everyone and the class filled with chatters.
“Ryuichi-kun, where did you hear about this? Is it true?” one of the girl asked.
“I heard from Nanami-senpai. She live at the same neighborhood with Chinen and she saw what happened. Chinen no otosan…he decided to leave them and his mother couldn’t accept that so right now, his mother still unconscious.”
Yuto and Ryosuke look at each other with worried face. They concern about Chinen. He is their friend after all. They don’t know how Chinen will accept this. Will he accept it? Is he strong enough after he lost his father and now he almost lost his mother too? Among everyone, Yuto could understand Chinen’s feeling the most.
And like a wind, the news spread in the entire school…
Along the way home, Yuto didn’t say a word and Ryosuke also don’t know what he should say in this kind of situation so he keeps silent while holding Yuto’s hand tightly. Ryosuke close the door behind him then he looks at Yuto walking lifelessly toward the living room. After Yuto throw his bag on the couch, Ryosuke hug him from behind and Yuto hold Ryosuke’s clenching hand on his abs.
“Yuto, he’s gonna be alright. I think he’s strong enough to handle this”, he said. Even though he knew he shouldn’t have this feeling, but Ryosuke doesn’t like seeing Yuto like this, worrying about another guy.
“Is he?”
Ryosuke can’t reply to that because he also didn’t know. Yuto remove Ryosuke’s hands on him only to turn around and embrace him tight inside his arms.
“Gomen. I asked you question that we both don’t know the answer”, Yuto petting Ryosuke’s hair gently.
“It’s okay. I understand”, he touches Yuto’s cheek and he buried his lips on Ryosuke’s palm. He tip-toeing to reaches his lips toward Yuto’s and the taller also lowering his head. Their lips almost touching but Yuto’s phone suddenly ringing makes them flinch in surprised. Yuto take out his phone from his pocket and his eyes widened when he saw the caller’s name.
“Chinen!”
Ryosuke surprised to hear that name the moment Yuto answered the phone.
“Chinen?” Yuto didn’t hear any voice but from the phone he could hear the sound of bristling wind.
“Chinen, where are you?”
“On the bridge”, Chinen finally spoke.
“What are you doing there?” Yuto feel uneasy.
“I don’t want to live anymore…”
“What? Chinen!”
*Tut…tut…tut*
Chinen cut off the line and Yuto stunned.
“Yuto? What’s wrong?” Ryosuke feel so worried.
“Chinen…he’s on the bridge.”
“What?”
“Ryo, I need to go find him.”
“I’ll go with you.”
“No, I’m the one who he needs right now”, Yuto cupping Ryosuke cheeks.
“Stay here and wait for me”, he kisses Ryosuke’s forehead before he run toward the door in rush and Ryosuke just stand there, doing as what he was told - waiting.
The sky is getting darker and Yuto is running on the bridge, trying to find Chinen. From far he could see a small figure and he run faster. As he’s getting closer, Chinen’s face becomes clearer but he is standing on the other side of the fence.
“Chinen!” he screamed out his name while panting hard but Chinen just stare at the wide ocean.
“Chinen…please, you don’t have to do this.”
“I have no reason to live anymore…I’m tired…” Chinen’s face shows only emptiness but his tears won’t stop falling.
“Take my hand and get back here okay?” Yuto reach out his hand toward him.
“Why? I don’t understand. When I woke up yesterday…everything seemed normal. My mom was preparing our breakfast and my dad reading the newspaper. We talked, we laughed but everything was just a lie…they were all pretending!”
“Please…take my hand”, Yuto plead. Right now, he can’t think of anything except getting Chinen away from that edge.
“I don’t have anyone else in this world. My dad threw me away…my mom…I don’t even know if she’ll ever wake up again!”
“I lost everyone that I love…”
“Chinen…”
“I even lost you…”
“Eh?” Yuto doesn’t understand.
“I love you…” Chinen finally turn his head to Yuto and he smiles bitterly as he says those three words. Yuto stoned in his position. He never knew Chinen has such feelings toward him. What should he do now? His mind totally became blank.
“Let me die, Nakajima-kun…” Chinen throw his sight at the ocean again and it’s dark, as dark as his heart.
“No…”
“I don’t have anyone anymore…” he walks closer to the edge.
“Chinen…”
“Sayonara…” his right foot is stepping on the air.
“You still have me!”
Chinen freeze before he steps back on the edge and looks at Yuto behind him.
“Lie. You have Yamada and I know you love him.”
“I…never tell him that I love him…” what he really means is he hasn’t told him yet and it seems that he could never tell him.
“Jya…you will stay by my side?” Chinen move closer to the fence.
“I will…” Yuto reach out his hand again but his eyes are teary.
“Honto ni?” Chinen take Yuto’s hand.
“Honto ni.” Yuto pull Chinen’s hand makes him climb over the fence and he jump into Yuto’s arms, burying his face on his chest. Yuto’s tears flowing from his closed eyes. Even though he saved Chinen’s life, he just crushing his own life and the person who is waiting for him now.
“Ryo…gomenasai…”
As the last drop of a tear fall from Chinen’s face, he opens up his eyes which consumed by hatred and his lips slowly curving an evil smirk. He tightened his arms around Yuto’s waist.
“You’re mine now, Nakajima Yuto…”
“You’re mine…”
That night, no matter how long Ryosuke wait, Yuto never come back…
a/n: Gomenasai! *bows* I break them apart after they done that.
Yuto can’t just let Chinen die in front of his eyes, can he? But this is definitely NOT how it’s gonna end. Beside, I’m so sad Yuto kissed Haruna. Mou, iyada~ that’s lips are supposedly reserved for Yama-chan (T T)
Sneak peak of the last chapter: Chinen is cupping Ryosuke’s both cheeks, he moves his face closer…and closer…???
Pairing: YamaJima, Yutochii
Genre: Romance, High School, Slice of Life, Angst
Rating: PG-13, NC-17
Summary: Yuto is a very quite guy and never talk with others. People call him
mute, people call him weird and he always end up being bullied. He
doesn't have any friend. His friend was only an abandoned kitten and
Ryosuke is trying to be a replacement for that kitten as Yuto's pet.
Prologue I Chapter 1 I Chapter 2 I Chapter 3 I Chapter 4 I Chapter 5 I Chapter 6 I Chapter 7 I Chapter 8
Chapter 9
“Prove it.”
Ryosuke tilt his head enjoying the feeling of Yuto’s fingers sliding along his neck and then he avert his eyes down, following where those fingers go until they stop on his button. The moment Yuto undone one of his button, he knew what his owner want, what he should do to prove his loyalty. He looks up at Yuto and raises his hand to his own shirt, slipping under Yuto’s hand which still hanging on his chest and he unbutton himself, continuing from where Yuto stopped.
“Gladly…” he breathes against Yuto’s lips. Their lips are so close, parted, slightly brushes against each other, begging to be kissed but still untouchable while he doing his job, undone one button to one button until his shirt is fully opened. He holds Yuto’s hand and brings it onto his bare skin, telling him that he is allowing his owner to do anything he wants to him. Yuto curve a smile before he wrap his hand around Ryosuke’s waist and crash their lips together. His free hand is grabbing Ryosuke’s nape, pushing his head higher to deepen his kiss. He sucks his bottom lip hard making the shorter gasp and he take the chance to slip his tongue into Ryosuke’s velvety mouth, exploring his wet cavern.
“Hmpf”, he let out a soft moan when he feels Yuto’s tongue sliding under his and he follow Yuto’s lead. Tongues are swirling and battling for dominance, their mixed saliva slipping out from Ryosuke’s mouth along with moans escaped from his throat which sounds like a melody into Yuto’s ears. They broke the kiss with their tongues still sticking out not wanting to let go but they need to breathe. They meet their foreheads while panting hard and Yuto hold Ryosuke tight as he could feel the shorter could barely stand on his own feet. He kisses Ryosuke’s bangs before he move to his ear and whisper -
“Sofaa or betto? Dochi ga ii?“ Yuto’s sudden question makes him burn in red. He really didn’t expect such question coming out from Yuto. It’s like he was announcing they are about to do that thing. Wait, how they gonna do that actually? They both guys! But Ryosuke’s mind more focused on how to answer Yuto’s question and he can’t think of anything else.
“D-dochi mou…ii…” he buried his face on Yuto’s chest and clench on his shirt. Yuto almost chuckle because of his cuteness. He just wanted to tease him and the result is mesmerizing. He bent his knees and lifts him up into his arms, carrying him in bridal style making Ryosuke widened his eyes in total surprised. Yuto carrying him to his…no, their bedroom and realizing that, Ryosuke once again buried his face on Yuto’s chest and his grips on taller shirt become tighter. His heart is beating so fast like it going to explode in any second.
Yuto slowly lay him down before he crawl onto the bed and topping him. He leans down and Ryosuke reach out his hand to Yuto above him, caressing his cheek with his thumb and then move to his lips while Yuto playing with Ryosuke’s hair with his fingers, just staring at each other deep, lovingly, not only mere lust.
“Suki da yo”, said Ryosuke with a soft voice.
“Un…wakatteru”, Yuto pressed their lips once again but gentler.
Ryosuke was expecting him to say “I love you too” but his kisses makes him doesn’t mind about it anymore. His gentle kisses slowly turn more passionate and deep. Heads tilting, lips parting and close, finding for the right side in every inch of their lips. Ryosuke moan in the midst of their hot kisses when Yuto savor and sucking his tongue. He broke the kiss leaving Ryosuke’s mouth empty but then he plants chaste kisses on Ryosuke’s chin, to his jaw line, his collar, licking the part of his neck which is uncovered by the collar and Yuto remove Ryosuke’s unbuttoned shirt completely from his body before he continue sucking his shoulder leaving a mark on it.
His lips travelling down to his chest and as it moving closer to his nipple, Ryosuke’s breathing become heavier. Yuto swirling his tongue around Ryosuke’s right nipple while his left thumb brushing his neglected nipple. Then he sucks the hardened bud hard at the same time pinching the other nipple.
“ngh!” Ryosuke toss his head aside while biting his own fingers to hold his moan. Yuto keep sucking and Ryosuke could feel his tongue is brushing his nipple bud inside of his mouth sending burning sensation all the way down to the bottom part of his body.
He sighs in relief after Yuto’s mouth leaving his swollen nipples but his panting get heavier again as Yuto lips travel down to his abs and it keep getting lower. Ryosuke open up his eyes when he heard clanking sound. His heart beat like crazy when Yuto unbuckling his belt and then he pull off his pants together with his boxer. Yuto straightened up his body with his knees locking Ryosuke in between and throw Ryosuke’s pants somewhere on the floor. He stares down at his beautiful pet who’s wearing nothing but a black collar around his neck.
“Y-Yuto…s-stop staring at me”, he said with blushing cheeks, covering his mouth with the back of his hand and he bent his left knee trying to hide his half-hard member.
Yuto gulped seeing Ryosuke’s lewd face below him. His pet look freaking hot sexy right now and he stunned on his position. His mind totally became empty. How he actually gonna do this? He never did this with a guy before not even a girl. Guess he needs to find out by himself. He grabs Ryosuke’s knee and spread his leg, exposing his hard member.
“Ah!” Ryosuke surprised and fully embarrassed being spread like that and Yuto’s stare is driving him crazy. He got hard just by his stare.
Seeing Ryosuke’s pink hole that look so alluring, he knew what he needs to do from here. That is where he can be one with Ryosuke. He grope Ryosuke’s member, playing with the tip using his thumb before he lower his head down and replace his thumb with his tongue.
“Ah…ngh” Ryosuke clench the bed sheet and suck his bottom lip. But he can’t hold his voice anymore as Yuto take his whole length into his mouth.
“Ahn~Yuto!” he moan in pleasure when Yuto bobbing his head up and down, groping his ball at the same time. Yuto’s tongue twirling around his length when he’s sucking him doubled up the sensation makes him trembling all over his body.
“S-stop…I’m going to...” Ryosuke almost reach his climax but hearing that, Yuto pull out his rock hard member from his mouth, leaving him in disappointment.
“Not so fast”, said Yuto while licking Ryosuke’s precum that still left on his lips. Then he shoves two digits into Ryosuke’s mouth.
“Suck.” not understand why, he follow his master’s order and lick Yuto’s fingers as if they are the most delicious food he ever taste.
“Hngh!” he almost bite Yuto’s fingers as the taller grab his member without warning and start rubbing it with his hand, continuing what his mouth was doing before. Yuto pull back his fingers when he feels they are wet enough and Ryosuke making lewd face when he has to let go of those fingers when he haven’t get enough of them yet. Yuto lower down his head on Ryosuke’s groin and he moans as he feels pleasure being inside Yuto’s mouth again but then Yuto spread his legs wider only to thrust his index finger inside his tight entrance.
“Ah!” Ryosuke gasped as he feels weird inside him. He still not understand what Yuto is doing with him but having Yuto’s finger thrusting his hole in and out making him mind goes blank. Before he can get used to it, Yuto add one more digits, scissoring his wall and he groan in pain.
“Bear with it, Ryo. If I don’t do this, you’ll feel more pain when I put it in.”
“P-put it…in? Ah~”
“Where else should I put it in?”
Ryosuke’s cheeks burning even redder than strawberry. Blaming himself for being so dump, he just finally understood how they actually going to do it and Yuto is preparing him.
“Nngh…ah...” he’s moaning endlessly having his member being suck and at the same time his entrance being thrust by Yuto’s fingers.
“Aah Yuto!” he grab Yuto’s hair unconsciously and arch his back when Yuto’s fingers accidently hit his sweet spot. Knowing his pet is feeling good, he keep hitting the same spot, bobbing his head with same pace leading him to his climax. Ryosuke let out a long moan as he came inside Yuto’s mouth. His white liquid slips out from Yuto’s lips as he’s swallowing the rest, flowing down along his length and lubricating his own hole. Still breathing heavily, Ryosuke weakly turn over his body, facing his back toward Yuto and he raises his hips.
“Yuto…enter me” he brings his hand to his back and stretched himself. It’s his turn to make his owner feel good. Yuto unzipping his pants and pull out his hardened member, positioning himself in front of Ryosuke’s. He could feel the tip of Yuto’s length against his and its warm but Yuto still teasing him. He plants chaste kisses on Ryosuke’s back while he’s rubbing himself against Ryosuke’s entrance driving him in crazy hunger. His hole is twitching, desperately wanting to be filled by Yuto’s warmth.
“Y-Yuto…please…” he pleads.
“Do you want me?” Yuto lick Ryosuke’s skin before he sucks it.
“I…I want you…”
Yuto’s lips travelling up to his nape and Ryosuke clench the bed sheet as he feels Yuto starting to push in.
“No…aah…” Ryosuke parting his lips and try to breathe when Yuto’s member is thrusting deeper, piercing him apart and his tears are falling.
“Aahn!” he moan out load when Yuto thrust his whole length inside him and biting Ryosuke’s shoulder at the same time, confusing his mind between pain and pleasure. Yuto doesn’t move yet, letting Ryosuke to get used to his size. He turns Ryosuke’s chin toward him and kiss him gently.
“Can I move now?” he asked and Ryosuke place his hand at the back of Yuto’s head to deepen the kiss as the answer. Yuto start moving his hips, thrusting him in and out and their kisses turn messy because of their bodies slamming. Ryosuke broke the kiss and lower down his head as Yuto’s pace is getting faster.
“Aah!” he throws back his head when Yuto hit his sweet spot. He smirks before he thrust deeper at the same spot over and over again. Ryosuke’s legs are shaking as the pleasure he feels now is far greater than having his inside being molested by Yuto’s fingers. Yuto’s feel so hot and full inside him, his inner wall tightening every time he hit his prostate and Yuto’s lewd humming into his ear is telling him that he’s feeling good too, not fair because it arouse him more. The sound of their slapping skin getting louder as Yuto fastened his pace. He grope Ryosuke’s neglected member when he feel he almost reaches his climax and rubbing it faster making the shorter sigh turn blurry and all white. His hands could barely hold his and Yuto’s weight on his back but Yuto’s free hand wrap around his waist to support him.
“Y-Yuto…I can’t…ngh…hold it anymore…” before his eyes he saw water dripping on the bed sheet whether it’s his sweat or his tear he doesn’t know anymore. His tight entrance squeezing around Yuto’s length begging for his front release, unable to resist such sensation, Yuto buried his lips on Ryosuke’s shoulder as he shoot his hot substance inside him and at the same moment Ryosuke came into Yuto’s hand along with a loud, content moan. Yuto pull out from Ryosuke’s makes him let out a soft groan. His white liquid leaking out from his pet’s swollen hole, dripping on the bed sheet and it’s such a nice view for Yuto.
Ryosuke fall on the bed, catching up his breath and Yuto lay down beside him. He smiles looking at Ryosuke burying his face on the pillow but his reddening ear can’t hide his blushing. He stretches his hand and caressing Ryosuke’s hair. He turns his head facing Yuto, resting his lips against his fist, look so cute like a baby.
“Ryo…you’re so…beautiful…” Yuto said while tucking Ryosuke’s bangs behind his ear. Blushing Ryosuke smile in embarrass like a girl while biting his lower lip. Yuto grab his wrist and pull him closer only to wrap him tightly inside his arms. Yuto couldn’t see it, but Ryosuke’s tears are falling in his smile. Tonight is the most wonderful moment in his entire life, tonight he became one with the person he loves and maybe tomorrow, he will hear him say I love you…
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Ryosuke wake up in the morning with Yuto’s warmth against his skin. He smiles seeing Yuto’s peaceful sleeping face right before his eyes. He snuggles closer, tightening his arms around Yuto’s bare waist, resting his lips on Yuto’s collarbone. How he wish he could stop the time and be like this forever.
“Ohayou, Ryo” he flinch a bit in surprise when Yuto suddenly speak.
“O-ohayou” he’s wondering how long Yuto has awake. He’s a bit embarrassed thinking Yuto could feel he snuggled to him earlier.
“Don’t you have anything to say to me?” Ryosuke asked.
“Say what?” Yuto a bit confused.
“Say that you love me of course” he said in his heart. He wants to hear those words he has been longing for and after what happened last night, his hope rises high. But maybe he needs to give Yuto more times. He still can wait a few more days or months even year, he doesn’t mind as long as they stay together like this. What more could he ask? Both of them are reluctant to wake up from the bed as if they don’t want to let go of each other but they have to because they need to get ready for school.
“Yappari, we shouldn’t go to school today”, Yuto frowning.
“Daijoubu da yo~” Ryosuke smile widely, tightening his arms around the taller shoulder and enjoy being piggyback by Yuto. This morning when Yuto was preparing their breakfast, he saw Ryosuke walking so slow and weird like a penguin. There was no other reason why he was walking like that. It’s obviously because of their last night activity. Yuto kept telling him to rest at home but he being stubborn and saying he was fine. There’s no way he is fine when he can barely walk normally. Yuto doesn’t any choice and so that’s why he piggybacking him now, feeling a bit guilty.
“I can’t piggyback you all the way to classroom you know.”
“Ii yo. I still can walk. You’re overreacting.”
“What? I’m over- mou ii. Suki ni shiro yo” he sighs in surrender.
“Hai~” Ryosuke giggling, ignoring peoples around who’s smiling looking at their lovey-doveyness.
Chinen saw Yuto walk into the classroom but he didn’t see Ryosuke behind. His lips are threatening to curve a smile but he tries to hold it. He’s thinking his plan is working and they must have fight last night so they didn’t come together. After Yuto take his seat, Ryosuke walk in but he frown seeing him stepping so slow.
“Yamada, what happened to you? You walk like a penguin” said his classmate and the classroom filled with laughter.
“Etou…I tripped and I…hurt my back.” Ryosuke try to make a cover story but it sound fishy to Chinen. Ryosuke finally reach at his seat and slowly lower down his butt on his chair, like a pregnant woman. Chinen look at those two in front of him. They are not talking to each other and Yuto just looking outside the window, resting his chin on his hand as usual. Chinen shrug off the uneasy feelings inside him and keep telling himself that something bad happened between them, just like what he expected.
“Yamada, thanks for borrowing your note”, said his guy classmate who is handling his note book to him but then he look at Ryosuke’s face strangely. He lowers his head down and facing Ryosuke closer.
“Is it only my imagination or your skin really looks smooth and shiny?”
“Eh?” Ryosuke making a blur face.
“Fufufu~ is it your girlfriend? You two did it right?”
“Chigau!” Ryosuke smack his friend’s head with the note book, it’s a reflex action.
“It-taai! Baka!” his friend hissed in pain while putting both hand on his head. Ryosuke did smack him pretty hard.
“Omae wa baka da!” Ryosuke talk back, trying to cover his blushing cheeks.
Chinen heard everything and Ryosuke’s reaction is making him worry. He looks at Yuto who still gazing out the window. He’s frowning and even though it’s not obvious, he still could see red color on his cheek! Chinen’s eyes wide opened. Everything makes sense now. He clenches on his shirt as his chest feels so tight until it’s hard to breathe. He stands up immediately and walks out from the class. Everyone look at each other wondering what is wrong him but not Ryosuke. He’s smirking and inside, he’s laughing in victory.
Chinen wash his face over and over again. He looks at the mirror but he still could see tear falling among the drops of water on his face and it looks pathetic. His shoulder is shrugging as he cries out loud and he falls on the floor. His heart is shattering into pieces, smashed and being stepped on until nothing left but only dust. The only thing filling his empty heart now is hatred, not toward his unrequited love, not toward the one who steal his unrequited love but toward himself. That day, Chinen locked his sight only on his book for entire period, make himself busy with studying even though they haven’t reach those chapters of the lesson yet, even though they are still far for exam and never once he looks at front as he will only see pain.
“I wonder what happened to Chinen today. He was studying too much and he just ignored me when I tried to talk to him”, Yuto said when they are walking home while holding hands.
“Saa…maybe he got his own issues”, Ryosuke replied though he knew exactly why Chinen became like that.
“Ne~ Yuto? Did you…regret it?” he tries to change the topic. He doesn’t want Yuto to think about Chinen when they are together.
“Regret what?”
“Etou…about…last night?” Ryosuke’s cheeks reddening when his mind recalling what they did last night.
“No. You?”
“Me either.”
“But still I…I’m sorry because I kinda…forcing you”, Yuto scratching his nape, feeling a bit embarrassed.
“Eeng~ you didn’t forced me. I...I want it too”, Ryosuke look down hiding his blushing cheeks and Yuto just can’t stop from chuckling.
“Ryo…thank you. You make me smile again.” Ryosuke feel so overwhelming happy to hear that until his eyes become watery.
“I’ll do anything for you, Yuto…” he tightened his grips on Yuto’s hand.
“I’ll give you everything, my heart, my body, my soul, and even…my life.” Yuto suddenly stop waking and Ryosuke walk for few steps ahead before their entwined hand stop him too. He turns to Yuto who is looking down at the ground and he tilts his head wondering what is wrong.
“Yuto?”
Yuto avert his eyes toward him before he pulls his hand and drag him into the street alley. He place his both hand on the wall, locking Ryosuke in between before he pressed their lips together passionately. Ryosuke eyes widened at first but then they close slowly, enjoying their kiss. He’s tugging Yuto’s shirt and tip-toeing to deepen the kiss and Yuto move one of his hand from the wall to Ryosuke’s head, massaging his scalp. Their tongues entwined and dancing together and soft moans could be heard. Yuto can’t describe how he feels right now. He never feels like this in his entire life. It’s like a new feeling that he never learned and now one ever teaches him. He never knew a human being could feel this happy. Reluctantly they broke the kiss as they losing their breath and panting hard for the air.
“People might see us” Ryosuke said with burning red cheeks.
“I don’t care…” and once again Yuto took Ryosuke’s lips as his own.
Meanwhile, in the other neighborhood…
Chinen walk toward his door house tiredly and reach his hand to the doorknob but before he can do that, the door opened form inside and he saw his father carrying a big luggage. His father look at him for the last time before he walk away leaving him in confused.
“Anata!!” his mother screaming from the entrance but his father just ignored her and drives his car away. His mother falls on the floor and cry to her heart content.
“O-okasan?” Chinen’s voice is trembling. From what he saw, he knows exactly what is happening but he put himself in denial.
“Your father…he…he left me. He left us!” his mother cry while clenching on his leg.
Chinen stunned, his tears start falling. He was hoping his mother will tell him differently and shrug off what he was thinking but she’s not. She told him something that he definitely doesn’t want to hear. Chinen don’t understand. Why is this happening? This morning, they were still a happy family but now it just…gone. Why?
His mother suddenly stops crying but her tears still flowing, she stands up from the floor and run into the house. Chinen snapped out and he chases his mother who is running toward the kitchen. But before he can even stop her, his mother already took the knife from the rack and cut her wrist without hesitating.
“Okasaan!!!”
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Yuto turn to his back and look at Chinen’s seat. It’s really rare to see it’s empty. Not only him, but everyone else think it’s weird including the teachers. Earlier, when their homeroom teacher asked if anyone know why he didn’t come to school today, no one could answer. It’s like he just disappear. Suddenly, the door being slam opened by his classmate makes everyone surprised and averts their gaze toward the guy who’s panting at the door. He must have run all the way to the class just now. Then he walks to his own seat which at the front row of their class.
“Minna, I just heard that Chinen’s mother admitted to the hospital for suicide attempt.”
“What?!”
“Uso.”
“Nande?”
“Arienai.”
The news shocked everyone and the class filled with chatters.
“Ryuichi-kun, where did you hear about this? Is it true?” one of the girl asked.
“I heard from Nanami-senpai. She live at the same neighborhood with Chinen and she saw what happened. Chinen no otosan…he decided to leave them and his mother couldn’t accept that so right now, his mother still unconscious.”
Yuto and Ryosuke look at each other with worried face. They concern about Chinen. He is their friend after all. They don’t know how Chinen will accept this. Will he accept it? Is he strong enough after he lost his father and now he almost lost his mother too? Among everyone, Yuto could understand Chinen’s feeling the most.
And like a wind, the news spread in the entire school…
Along the way home, Yuto didn’t say a word and Ryosuke also don’t know what he should say in this kind of situation so he keeps silent while holding Yuto’s hand tightly. Ryosuke close the door behind him then he looks at Yuto walking lifelessly toward the living room. After Yuto throw his bag on the couch, Ryosuke hug him from behind and Yuto hold Ryosuke’s clenching hand on his abs.
“Yuto, he’s gonna be alright. I think he’s strong enough to handle this”, he said. Even though he knew he shouldn’t have this feeling, but Ryosuke doesn’t like seeing Yuto like this, worrying about another guy.
“Is he?”
Ryosuke can’t reply to that because he also didn’t know. Yuto remove Ryosuke’s hands on him only to turn around and embrace him tight inside his arms.
“Gomen. I asked you question that we both don’t know the answer”, Yuto petting Ryosuke’s hair gently.
“It’s okay. I understand”, he touches Yuto’s cheek and he buried his lips on Ryosuke’s palm. He tip-toeing to reaches his lips toward Yuto’s and the taller also lowering his head. Their lips almost touching but Yuto’s phone suddenly ringing makes them flinch in surprised. Yuto take out his phone from his pocket and his eyes widened when he saw the caller’s name.
“Chinen!”
Ryosuke surprised to hear that name the moment Yuto answered the phone.
“Chinen?” Yuto didn’t hear any voice but from the phone he could hear the sound of bristling wind.
“Chinen, where are you?”
“On the bridge”, Chinen finally spoke.
“What are you doing there?” Yuto feel uneasy.
“I don’t want to live anymore…”
“What? Chinen!”
*Tut…tut…tut*
Chinen cut off the line and Yuto stunned.
“Yuto? What’s wrong?” Ryosuke feel so worried.
“Chinen…he’s on the bridge.”
“What?”
“Ryo, I need to go find him.”
“I’ll go with you.”
“No, I’m the one who he needs right now”, Yuto cupping Ryosuke cheeks.
“Stay here and wait for me”, he kisses Ryosuke’s forehead before he run toward the door in rush and Ryosuke just stand there, doing as what he was told - waiting.
The sky is getting darker and Yuto is running on the bridge, trying to find Chinen. From far he could see a small figure and he run faster. As he’s getting closer, Chinen’s face becomes clearer but he is standing on the other side of the fence.
“Chinen!” he screamed out his name while panting hard but Chinen just stare at the wide ocean.
“Chinen…please, you don’t have to do this.”
“I have no reason to live anymore…I’m tired…” Chinen’s face shows only emptiness but his tears won’t stop falling.
“Take my hand and get back here okay?” Yuto reach out his hand toward him.
“Why? I don’t understand. When I woke up yesterday…everything seemed normal. My mom was preparing our breakfast and my dad reading the newspaper. We talked, we laughed but everything was just a lie…they were all pretending!”
“Please…take my hand”, Yuto plead. Right now, he can’t think of anything except getting Chinen away from that edge.
“I don’t have anyone else in this world. My dad threw me away…my mom…I don’t even know if she’ll ever wake up again!”
“I lost everyone that I love…”
“Chinen…”
“I even lost you…”
“Eh?” Yuto doesn’t understand.
“I love you…” Chinen finally turn his head to Yuto and he smiles bitterly as he says those three words. Yuto stoned in his position. He never knew Chinen has such feelings toward him. What should he do now? His mind totally became blank.
“Let me die, Nakajima-kun…” Chinen throw his sight at the ocean again and it’s dark, as dark as his heart.
“No…”
“I don’t have anyone anymore…” he walks closer to the edge.
“Chinen…”
“Sayonara…” his right foot is stepping on the air.
“You still have me!”
Chinen freeze before he steps back on the edge and looks at Yuto behind him.
“Lie. You have Yamada and I know you love him.”
“I…never tell him that I love him…” what he really means is he hasn’t told him yet and it seems that he could never tell him.
“Jya…you will stay by my side?” Chinen move closer to the fence.
“I will…” Yuto reach out his hand again but his eyes are teary.
“Honto ni?” Chinen take Yuto’s hand.
“Honto ni.” Yuto pull Chinen’s hand makes him climb over the fence and he jump into Yuto’s arms, burying his face on his chest. Yuto’s tears flowing from his closed eyes. Even though he saved Chinen’s life, he just crushing his own life and the person who is waiting for him now.
“Ryo…gomenasai…”
As the last drop of a tear fall from Chinen’s face, he opens up his eyes which consumed by hatred and his lips slowly curving an evil smirk. He tightened his arms around Yuto’s waist.
“You’re mine now, Nakajima Yuto…”
“You’re mine…”
That night, no matter how long Ryosuke wait, Yuto never come back…
a/n: Gomenasai! *bows* I break them apart after they done that.
Yuto can’t just let Chinen die in front of his eyes, can he? But this is definitely NOT how it’s gonna end. Beside, I’m so sad Yuto kissed Haruna. Mou, iyada~ that’s lips are supposedly reserved for Yama-chan (T T)
Sneak peak of the last chapter: Chinen is cupping Ryosuke’s both cheeks, he moves his face closer…and closer…???