Utsukushii no Tamashii - 4
Author: Nara
Pairing: YutoYama, TakaYama
Genre: Tragedy, Supernatural, Fantasy, Romance, Angst
Rating: PG-15
Summary: If you made a contract with demon, the price that you have to pay is your soul in return for any wish that you ever desire. But what if, there is one human who want to give his soul in return for nothing? How will he handle a demon that ran away from hell just to entertain himself in human world? And a forbidden love between human and demon begin…
Four
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Yuto is walking toward Ryosuke after the teacher asked him to take the empty seat behind Ryosuke. Yuto never take his eyes off from Ryosuke even until he walks past him, he still staring at him from the corner of his eyes. Yuto’s stare is horrifying, scared him enough until he could barely breathes. The homeroom teacher is continuing the lesson but Ryosuke couldn’t focus at all. He feels such a bad aura comes from behind. He doesn’t even dare to turn around and greet him but he did notice that all of his girl classmates are looking at Yuto with mesmerized look on their face. Ryosuke scoffed. If only these girls knew that Yuto is a demon. He inhales deeply and took courage to turn around and look at Yuto. Indeed, Yuto is still staring at him. Their eyes meet for a second before Yuto avert his eyes away. Then he curves such a charming smile toward those girls, taking their breath away and the aura around him suddenly change into a bright light.
“Wha-?” Ryosuke surprised. What’s with the sudden change? Is that mean he only acts coldly toward him? He thought, dissatisfied.
Yuto’s attitude makes him wonders. Ever since he stepped into this classroom, he never once tried to speak with him. But he acts like a prince charming towards the others and just like that, Yuto has become popular in a day. Too immersed with Yuto’s cold-attitude-towards-him-only thought in his mind, he doesn’t notice that someone is following him into the washroom. Once Ryosuke entered into the washroom someone grabs his arm and drags him into the toilet. Ryosuke shocked at first but when he looks at the person, his shoulders dropped and his eyes turn blank but full with disguise. This guy in front of him is his senpai, Hakuya who always find him only to pleasure himself.
“Yamada…I miss your body” said Hakuya-senpai while caressing his neck. Ryosuke shudders with the touch. He shuts his eyes closed and clenches his fist when Hakuya is leaning towards him. Hakuya is about to lick Ryosuke’s neck but he stopped when he see a blue fireball right above Ryosuke’s head. Ryosuke who is shutting his eyes seems like he doesn’t notice anything. Inside the fireball, a pair of red eyes appeared. Hakuya stunned and his whole body is shaking. Then the fireball started to divide, forming sharp teeth from the fire and strike toward him. Hakuya screams madly and dashing out from the toilet. Ryosuke who seems confused with the situation just blinked his eyes for couple times. When he walks out from the toilet, he saw Yuto is standing at the washroom entrance, leaning his back against the wall while crossing his arms. He doesn't say a word, just staring at him with angry look before he walks away leaving Ryosuke behind, all alone and confused.
During the lunch hour, when the other students are walking hurriedly toward the school cafe, Ryosuke is just stepping his feet lifelessly in the hallway. Yuto’s attitude towards him is bothering him so much. Yuto’s cold eyes gave sharp pain in his chest and it hurts. When he tries to find the answer why Yuto treated him like this he will only end up having a headache.
“Yamada-kun!” Ryosuke snapped back into reality when someone called his name. He turns around and saw Takaki-sensei is smiling at him.
“Ah, it’s Bakaki-sensei” said Ryosuke, nonchalantly.
“Mou~ it’s Takaki! Ta-ka-ki-sen-sei!” Takaki spells out his name while stomping his feet like a child.
“Wakatteru. Joudan dayo, joudan” Ryosuke laughs. Seeing Takaki-sensei’s irritated childish face somehow makes him feel funny. Now that he realized it, how long has it been since the last time he ever laughs? Takaki-sensei curves a smile when he sees Ryosuke’s laughs. He never even saw him smile before.
“Ne, Yamada-kun, I cooked a lot this morning and I don’t think I can finish my bento alone. Do you mind sharing it with me?” said Takaki, showing his big sized bento.
“B-bento?” Ryosuke gulped his saliva. He never eats bento before and the thought of it makes his stomach growling out loud.
“It’s decided then. Let’s go eat together~” Takaki wrapped his arm around Ryosuke’s shoulder while smiling cheerfully. From far, Yuto is watching the two of them walking together in the hallway and sometime he saw Ryosuke laughs. Yuto’s furrowed his brow even more, at the same time trying to calm his rage or he will burn out this whole school into dust.
~~♣~~
Ever since that, Ryosuke and Takaki spend a lot of time together. Having lunch together is like a routine for both of them. Takaki already got used to wakes up early in the morning to prepare their bentos. Ryosuke also went to teacher’s office a lot so Takaki could help with his study. It strange since Ryosuke never shown any interest in school and study but with Takaki, who would have thought that learning history could be this fun. The other just couldn’t see it because they never pay attention to his class and they only make fun of him. Even though he is a history teacher, he is also good in other subjects and it is very good advantage for Rysouke.
Takaki is staring at Ryosuke who is trying to solve a math problem. His hand is writing fast but suddenly he stopped and scratches his head with the pencil. Takaki smiles gently. It really makes him happy to see this kid who previously just seems like a doll with those empty eyes become more like a living person from day to day. He smiles and laughs a lot. He started to show interest in any single things as if he never knew that it’s exist before, as if he has been living inside an empty shell, makes him want to protect him more, gives him more.
“Ne~ Yamada-kun?” called Takaki.
“Hmm?” answered Ryosuke, still focus with his math problem though.
“Is there any wish that you want it to become true?” Takaki’s sudden question makes Ryosuke stopped writing.
“Wish? Do I have one?” Yuto’s face appeared in his mind and his heart feel heavy all of sudden.
“Anything? Maybe something that you like to eat or something that you want to do?”
Ryosuke remain silent, lost in his mind. All this time, he never had that kind of thought before. Since he met Yuto, the only want thing that he ever wanted is to make that demon desire for his soul and the things that he learned is only darkness, pain and loneliness. Ryosuke rise up his gaze to Takaki. Everything was so different since he met him. He learned to smile, laugh, curiosity, things that he never experienced before. What he likes, what he wanted to do, all he buried it inside his hatred. But when Takaki brings them up, he got curious, his desire goes up and he forgot about his purpose to Yuto.
“I…I like strawberry and…”
“and?” Takaki asked excitedly.
“I like dogs and…I want to play fetch with it” said Ryosuke and his cheeks reddened a bit.
“That’s great! Your wish is my command~”
“Eh?”
“I’m saying that I’m gonna make your every wishes comes true” said Takaki, honestly and it struck Ryosuke’s heart with an overwhelming feeling.
“Arigatou, Takaki-sensei…”
~~♣~~
It is a beautiful Sunday morning and Ryosuke is getting ready to go out. He wears a white t-shirt inside and put on a red checkered shirt. After he buttoned his shirt halfway, he fixes his hair a bit while smiling in front of the mirror. Today as promised, he will go to Takaki-sensei place. He said that he will grant his wishes and Ryosuke is looking forward to it. Before he opens his entrance door, he turns to look at his room. He didn’t see Yuto since he got back from school. In school either, he barely saw him. Until now he couldn’t figure it out why Yuto appeared in his school as a student. It’s not like he always in the classroom and study like everyone else. Well, he always saw him surrounded by girls though. Ryosuke let out a long sigh before he walks out. From the top of the roof, Yuto is watching Ryosuke walks away from the apartment with a cheerful smile. He clenches his fist hard and a spark of flame is coming out of it. He hates to see Ryosuke smile like that. He doesn’t even want to get close to him because he reeks of happiness.
……..
“Welcome, Yamada-kun~” said Takaki cheerfully when he opened up his front door for Ryosuke.
“O-ojama shimasu” Ryosuke said politely as he steps into Takaki’s place. His sensei’s house is quite big and has nice interior design makes Ryosuke amazed. If he compared it with his place, his place looks more like a dump. “How nice to stay in a place like this” he thought. Takaki guide Ryosuke toward his kitchen and Ryosuke could smell a nice, delicious scent as they are nearing the kitchen. Ryosuke blink his eyes for couple times when he saw a strawberry cake on the dining table.
“It’s almost done” Takaki continues arranging the strawberry on the cake.
“You made this?” asked Ryosuke.
“Yup, especially for you”
“Uwaah~” Ryosuke’s eyes brightened and he can’t wait to taste the cake. Takaki chuckles when he sees Ryosuke’s expression. He looks like a small kid, waiting impatiently to eat the cake. While waiting Takaki slicing the cake, a dog bark suddenly avert Ryosuke’s attention down to his feet. There, he saw a small, white papillon dog wagging its fluffy tail.
“Ka-kawaii~” Ryosuke’s heart melts. He picks up the dog from the floor and the dog lick his face non-stop makes Ryosuke laughs happily.
“That’s my dog. Her name is Shiro. I guess she likes you a lot.”
“She’s so cute. I wish I had a dog like this” said Ryosuke, patting the dog’s head. Takaki smile bitterly. He could see pain in Ryosuke’s eyes and the longing. But what stopped him from grasping what he wants?
“Yamada-kun, after we finish the cake, let’s go to the park and play with Shiro, ne?”
“Un!”
At the park, Ryosuke is running happily while holding the Frisbee and Takaki’s dog is chasing him. Then he throws the Frisbee away and the white fluffy dog is running fast to fetch it. Takaki who is sitting at the bench near to Ryosuke just watch his student playing fetch with his dog and wide smile is plastered on his face. He never saw Ryosuke look this happy and he glad that Ryosuke is having so much fun.
“Yappari, he looks better when he smile” Takaki thought in his mind. At that moment, Takaki decided that no matter what happened in Ryosuke’s past, no matter what are the reasons that made him forget to value his own life, he will help him. He wants to sweep away all his pain and make him learn to cherish his life more. He will do everything he could to make sure Ryosuke’s beautiful smile will never fade from his lips.
“Takaki-sensei! Issho ni asoubo yo~” Ryosuke waives at him with cheerful smile.
“Hai~” Takaki replied and run toward Ryosuke.
Not so far from them, Yuto is standing on the tree branch, watching those two are having fun together. The leaves shadowed Yuto’s face from the sunlight makes his red orbs shine obviously and he has unpleasant look on his face. He hates the way Ryosuke smile, he hates the way he laugh, he hates the way he seem happy when he is around that human called Takaki, he hates every single of it. A small butterfly flies in front of Yuto but in a second, the poor butterfly is being burned by a blue fire and turn into ashes.
It’s already late in the evening when Ryosuke returned to his apartment. A smile still curved on his lips as he walks toward his place. Today was really fun for him and what make him happier is that Takaki-sensei promised he can come over and play with Shiro every week. Takaki-sensei is a very kind person. He treats him gently, concerned about him and takes a good care of him. Takaki-sensei gives him a warm feeling whenever he is around him. Maybe this is how it feels to have an older brother. He will be a lucky person to have an older brother like Takaki-sensei.
“If I wish he become my brother, will he grant it too?” Ryosuke thought when he is about to open his entrance door but then he shakes his head and chuckles. It might be impossible for Takaki-sensei to make this wish come true. Ryosuke twist the doorknob and he is totally surprised when Yuto is the first thing he saw right after he opened up the door.
“Yuto! You startled m-” Ryosuke can’t finish his sentence when he realized Yuto’s fierce look no, more like…scary. Yuto grabs his hand and drag him inside forcefully and the door shut by itself.
“Y-Yuto, let me go, it hurts!” he struggles to break-free from Yuto’s strong grip.
“What is wrong with you?!” Ryosuke shouts.
“What is wrong with me?” Yuto stopped and then he turns to Ryosuke.
“That’s my line!!” said Yuto with anger. He grabs Ryosuke’s neck and lean closer to him. Seeing Yuto’s red eyes that close makes him shivers as if he could burn by only staring at them.
“Look at you. Did Takaki-sensei treat you well?”
“Takaki-sensei has nothing to do with this”
“No!! He’s the reason of all of this! He makes you smile, makes you laugh and makes you feel things that you are not supposed to feel!” Yuto’s grip around Ryosuke’s neck is getting stronger.
“Every second you spend with that guy he fills your soul with happiness. I don’t need a pure soul. What happened to the beautiful soul of yours? My one beautiful soul? The one that full of hatred and misery” Yuto’s words is like a big slap on Ryosuke’s face, waking him up from a dream. It’s true that he has been abandoning his purpose, to give his soul to this demon. But somehow, he doesn’t feel sorry for it. He was so tired to make Yuto desire for him. However, Takaki-sensei taught him about happiness and he is grateful for that. But these words couldn’t come out from his mouth because he is struggling to breathe as Yuto’s hand is choking him.
“Give it back!” said Yuto. He hates what Takaki have done to Ryosuke. He has ruined Ryosuke’s soul and he wants it back.
“L-let…me…g-go…”Ryosuke tried to speak between his heavy breaths.
“I want it back!!” Yuto push Ryosuke’s hard and he fell on the floor. When Ryosuke open up his eyes, Yuto is already on top of him.
“I…want…it…back”
Ryosuke’s whole body is trembling. Yuto is being scary and his death glare is horrifying. He’s trying to escape but Yuto pinned his both hand onto the floor. Yuto has lost control. His built up rage exploded. Just a little more, Ryosuke’s soul would have been beautiful, would have been delicious for him to savor it but all of it has become wasted. His beautiful soul has been ruined, tainted by pureness. But, is that the only reason why he feels such anger? There is something more, something about Takaki that trigger his wrath. He hates it when Takaki is around Ryosuke. Not just because he contaminated his soul. Ryosuke belongs to him. Ryosuke’s world should only revolve around him. But this person beneath him has forgotten about it.
“Let me make you remember who you are and to whom you belong, Ryosuke” and with that, Yuto tore apart Ryosuke’s shirt like a hungry beast.
“N-no, stop!” Ryosuke put more effort to pushes Yuto but his demon’s tail move faster to tie both of Ryosuke’s hand above his head.
“Your soul and you…all belongs to me” Yuto crashes their lips together. He grabs Ryosuke’s jaw forcing him to part his lips before he slide in his tongue, savoring every inch of his mouth. Ryosuke cannot do anything. He can’t move, he can’t fight Yuto’s strength, only his tears are flowing free. He desperately grasp for air the moment Yuto broke the kiss. Then Yuto lick his neck before he sucks it hard.
“Ngh!” Ryosuke shut his eyes closed. He is petrified. Yuto’s touch is rougher and hungrier than the other guys who molested his body.
“Hmpfh!” Ryosuke nibble his lower lip hard, almost make it bleed when Yuto bite his right nipple and his hand pinches the other. Yuto’s fangs are scraping his skin every time he planted kisses and licking him makes his body ache. Being touch by this demon, Ryosuke is horrified but rather than disgust, all he can feels is pain and…hot. No, it’s literally hot. Ryosuke weakly open his eyes but he gasped in shock when he sees Yuto is covered by blue flame.
“L-let me go…p-please!” Ryosuke cried but Yuto ignored him totally. Yuto is like a beast enjoying his food into his fullest. His kisses, his hands roaming all over his bare skin feels hot as if he was on fire. Yuto’s hand is moving down to his lower part.
“N-no…no…Stop! Please stop, Yuto!!” Ryosuke screamed. He has to escape from this demon or he will burn into ashes. Yuto started to unbuckle Ryosuke’s pants. He could just burn out his pants into nothing but he enjoys it more like this. Ryosuke’s tears are dripping faster, his heart is beating like crazy, and sweats are dripping from his hair, he is scared…he is so scared.
“I shouldn’t have said that I will give my soul to you…” out of scared, these words slipped out from Ryosuke’s lips. Yuto stopped. On that very moment, his mind become empty. Suddenly, Ryosuke feels a drop of water landed on his face. He raises his gaze up and his eyes widened to see the trace of tear on Yuto’s right cheek.
“Yuto…this demon…he’s crying?” Ryosuke stunned. He can’t believe of what he sees right now. Both of them remain silent for a while until Yuto brings his hand towards his face and slightly wipe his cheek with his fingers. Then he stares the clear liquid on his hand with confuse look.
“What the hell?” said Yuto and in a blink of eye, he vanished into thin air.
“Yuto?” Ryosuke called and looks at his surrounding but Yuto is nowhere to be found.
Yuto’s tears leave thousands of questions in his mind. He needs to ask him. He needs to know why he cried. What is the meaning behind those tears? Why his heart throbs when he saw the demon cried?
But Yuto never came no matter how many times he called him and so he waits…and waits…and waits. However, he doesn’t know that his wait has no end as Yuto is now in hell…
A/n: Minna, hisashiburi. Sorry for disappearing for a long time. So many things happened and I lost someone because she suffered from cancer. I’m still mourning and I wrote this little by little to distract myself. Demo ne, I miss you guys~ and our OTP are so lovey-dovey lately, it cheer me up a little bit.
Pairing: YutoYama, TakaYama
Genre: Tragedy, Supernatural, Fantasy, Romance, Angst
Rating: PG-15
Summary: If you made a contract with demon, the price that you have to pay is your soul in return for any wish that you ever desire. But what if, there is one human who want to give his soul in return for nothing? How will he handle a demon that ran away from hell just to entertain himself in human world? And a forbidden love between human and demon begin…
Four
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Yuto is walking toward Ryosuke after the teacher asked him to take the empty seat behind Ryosuke. Yuto never take his eyes off from Ryosuke even until he walks past him, he still staring at him from the corner of his eyes. Yuto’s stare is horrifying, scared him enough until he could barely breathes. The homeroom teacher is continuing the lesson but Ryosuke couldn’t focus at all. He feels such a bad aura comes from behind. He doesn’t even dare to turn around and greet him but he did notice that all of his girl classmates are looking at Yuto with mesmerized look on their face. Ryosuke scoffed. If only these girls knew that Yuto is a demon. He inhales deeply and took courage to turn around and look at Yuto. Indeed, Yuto is still staring at him. Their eyes meet for a second before Yuto avert his eyes away. Then he curves such a charming smile toward those girls, taking their breath away and the aura around him suddenly change into a bright light.
“Wha-?” Ryosuke surprised. What’s with the sudden change? Is that mean he only acts coldly toward him? He thought, dissatisfied.
Yuto’s attitude makes him wonders. Ever since he stepped into this classroom, he never once tried to speak with him. But he acts like a prince charming towards the others and just like that, Yuto has become popular in a day. Too immersed with Yuto’s cold-attitude-towards-him-only thought in his mind, he doesn’t notice that someone is following him into the washroom. Once Ryosuke entered into the washroom someone grabs his arm and drags him into the toilet. Ryosuke shocked at first but when he looks at the person, his shoulders dropped and his eyes turn blank but full with disguise. This guy in front of him is his senpai, Hakuya who always find him only to pleasure himself.
“Yamada…I miss your body” said Hakuya-senpai while caressing his neck. Ryosuke shudders with the touch. He shuts his eyes closed and clenches his fist when Hakuya is leaning towards him. Hakuya is about to lick Ryosuke’s neck but he stopped when he see a blue fireball right above Ryosuke’s head. Ryosuke who is shutting his eyes seems like he doesn’t notice anything. Inside the fireball, a pair of red eyes appeared. Hakuya stunned and his whole body is shaking. Then the fireball started to divide, forming sharp teeth from the fire and strike toward him. Hakuya screams madly and dashing out from the toilet. Ryosuke who seems confused with the situation just blinked his eyes for couple times. When he walks out from the toilet, he saw Yuto is standing at the washroom entrance, leaning his back against the wall while crossing his arms. He doesn't say a word, just staring at him with angry look before he walks away leaving Ryosuke behind, all alone and confused.
During the lunch hour, when the other students are walking hurriedly toward the school cafe, Ryosuke is just stepping his feet lifelessly in the hallway. Yuto’s attitude towards him is bothering him so much. Yuto’s cold eyes gave sharp pain in his chest and it hurts. When he tries to find the answer why Yuto treated him like this he will only end up having a headache.
“Yamada-kun!” Ryosuke snapped back into reality when someone called his name. He turns around and saw Takaki-sensei is smiling at him.
“Ah, it’s Bakaki-sensei” said Ryosuke, nonchalantly.
“Mou~ it’s Takaki! Ta-ka-ki-sen-sei!” Takaki spells out his name while stomping his feet like a child.
“Wakatteru. Joudan dayo, joudan” Ryosuke laughs. Seeing Takaki-sensei’s irritated childish face somehow makes him feel funny. Now that he realized it, how long has it been since the last time he ever laughs? Takaki-sensei curves a smile when he sees Ryosuke’s laughs. He never even saw him smile before.
“Ne, Yamada-kun, I cooked a lot this morning and I don’t think I can finish my bento alone. Do you mind sharing it with me?” said Takaki, showing his big sized bento.
“B-bento?” Ryosuke gulped his saliva. He never eats bento before and the thought of it makes his stomach growling out loud.
“It’s decided then. Let’s go eat together~” Takaki wrapped his arm around Ryosuke’s shoulder while smiling cheerfully. From far, Yuto is watching the two of them walking together in the hallway and sometime he saw Ryosuke laughs. Yuto’s furrowed his brow even more, at the same time trying to calm his rage or he will burn out this whole school into dust.
~~♣~~
Ever since that, Ryosuke and Takaki spend a lot of time together. Having lunch together is like a routine for both of them. Takaki already got used to wakes up early in the morning to prepare their bentos. Ryosuke also went to teacher’s office a lot so Takaki could help with his study. It strange since Ryosuke never shown any interest in school and study but with Takaki, who would have thought that learning history could be this fun. The other just couldn’t see it because they never pay attention to his class and they only make fun of him. Even though he is a history teacher, he is also good in other subjects and it is very good advantage for Rysouke.
Takaki is staring at Ryosuke who is trying to solve a math problem. His hand is writing fast but suddenly he stopped and scratches his head with the pencil. Takaki smiles gently. It really makes him happy to see this kid who previously just seems like a doll with those empty eyes become more like a living person from day to day. He smiles and laughs a lot. He started to show interest in any single things as if he never knew that it’s exist before, as if he has been living inside an empty shell, makes him want to protect him more, gives him more.
“Ne~ Yamada-kun?” called Takaki.
“Hmm?” answered Ryosuke, still focus with his math problem though.
“Is there any wish that you want it to become true?” Takaki’s sudden question makes Ryosuke stopped writing.
“Wish? Do I have one?” Yuto’s face appeared in his mind and his heart feel heavy all of sudden.
“Anything? Maybe something that you like to eat or something that you want to do?”
Ryosuke remain silent, lost in his mind. All this time, he never had that kind of thought before. Since he met Yuto, the only want thing that he ever wanted is to make that demon desire for his soul and the things that he learned is only darkness, pain and loneliness. Ryosuke rise up his gaze to Takaki. Everything was so different since he met him. He learned to smile, laugh, curiosity, things that he never experienced before. What he likes, what he wanted to do, all he buried it inside his hatred. But when Takaki brings them up, he got curious, his desire goes up and he forgot about his purpose to Yuto.
“I…I like strawberry and…”
“and?” Takaki asked excitedly.
“I like dogs and…I want to play fetch with it” said Ryosuke and his cheeks reddened a bit.
“That’s great! Your wish is my command~”
“Eh?”
“I’m saying that I’m gonna make your every wishes comes true” said Takaki, honestly and it struck Ryosuke’s heart with an overwhelming feeling.
“Arigatou, Takaki-sensei…”
~~♣~~
It is a beautiful Sunday morning and Ryosuke is getting ready to go out. He wears a white t-shirt inside and put on a red checkered shirt. After he buttoned his shirt halfway, he fixes his hair a bit while smiling in front of the mirror. Today as promised, he will go to Takaki-sensei place. He said that he will grant his wishes and Ryosuke is looking forward to it. Before he opens his entrance door, he turns to look at his room. He didn’t see Yuto since he got back from school. In school either, he barely saw him. Until now he couldn’t figure it out why Yuto appeared in his school as a student. It’s not like he always in the classroom and study like everyone else. Well, he always saw him surrounded by girls though. Ryosuke let out a long sigh before he walks out. From the top of the roof, Yuto is watching Ryosuke walks away from the apartment with a cheerful smile. He clenches his fist hard and a spark of flame is coming out of it. He hates to see Ryosuke smile like that. He doesn’t even want to get close to him because he reeks of happiness.
……..
“Welcome, Yamada-kun~” said Takaki cheerfully when he opened up his front door for Ryosuke.
“O-ojama shimasu” Ryosuke said politely as he steps into Takaki’s place. His sensei’s house is quite big and has nice interior design makes Ryosuke amazed. If he compared it with his place, his place looks more like a dump. “How nice to stay in a place like this” he thought. Takaki guide Ryosuke toward his kitchen and Ryosuke could smell a nice, delicious scent as they are nearing the kitchen. Ryosuke blink his eyes for couple times when he saw a strawberry cake on the dining table.
“It’s almost done” Takaki continues arranging the strawberry on the cake.
“You made this?” asked Ryosuke.
“Yup, especially for you”
“Uwaah~” Ryosuke’s eyes brightened and he can’t wait to taste the cake. Takaki chuckles when he sees Ryosuke’s expression. He looks like a small kid, waiting impatiently to eat the cake. While waiting Takaki slicing the cake, a dog bark suddenly avert Ryosuke’s attention down to his feet. There, he saw a small, white papillon dog wagging its fluffy tail.
“Ka-kawaii~” Ryosuke’s heart melts. He picks up the dog from the floor and the dog lick his face non-stop makes Ryosuke laughs happily.
“That’s my dog. Her name is Shiro. I guess she likes you a lot.”
“She’s so cute. I wish I had a dog like this” said Ryosuke, patting the dog’s head. Takaki smile bitterly. He could see pain in Ryosuke’s eyes and the longing. But what stopped him from grasping what he wants?
“Yamada-kun, after we finish the cake, let’s go to the park and play with Shiro, ne?”
“Un!”
At the park, Ryosuke is running happily while holding the Frisbee and Takaki’s dog is chasing him. Then he throws the Frisbee away and the white fluffy dog is running fast to fetch it. Takaki who is sitting at the bench near to Ryosuke just watch his student playing fetch with his dog and wide smile is plastered on his face. He never saw Ryosuke look this happy and he glad that Ryosuke is having so much fun.
“Yappari, he looks better when he smile” Takaki thought in his mind. At that moment, Takaki decided that no matter what happened in Ryosuke’s past, no matter what are the reasons that made him forget to value his own life, he will help him. He wants to sweep away all his pain and make him learn to cherish his life more. He will do everything he could to make sure Ryosuke’s beautiful smile will never fade from his lips.
“Takaki-sensei! Issho ni asoubo yo~” Ryosuke waives at him with cheerful smile.
“Hai~” Takaki replied and run toward Ryosuke.
Not so far from them, Yuto is standing on the tree branch, watching those two are having fun together. The leaves shadowed Yuto’s face from the sunlight makes his red orbs shine obviously and he has unpleasant look on his face. He hates the way Ryosuke smile, he hates the way he laugh, he hates the way he seem happy when he is around that human called Takaki, he hates every single of it. A small butterfly flies in front of Yuto but in a second, the poor butterfly is being burned by a blue fire and turn into ashes.
It’s already late in the evening when Ryosuke returned to his apartment. A smile still curved on his lips as he walks toward his place. Today was really fun for him and what make him happier is that Takaki-sensei promised he can come over and play with Shiro every week. Takaki-sensei is a very kind person. He treats him gently, concerned about him and takes a good care of him. Takaki-sensei gives him a warm feeling whenever he is around him. Maybe this is how it feels to have an older brother. He will be a lucky person to have an older brother like Takaki-sensei.
“If I wish he become my brother, will he grant it too?” Ryosuke thought when he is about to open his entrance door but then he shakes his head and chuckles. It might be impossible for Takaki-sensei to make this wish come true. Ryosuke twist the doorknob and he is totally surprised when Yuto is the first thing he saw right after he opened up the door.
“Yuto! You startled m-” Ryosuke can’t finish his sentence when he realized Yuto’s fierce look no, more like…scary. Yuto grabs his hand and drag him inside forcefully and the door shut by itself.
“Y-Yuto, let me go, it hurts!” he struggles to break-free from Yuto’s strong grip.
“What is wrong with you?!” Ryosuke shouts.
“What is wrong with me?” Yuto stopped and then he turns to Ryosuke.
“That’s my line!!” said Yuto with anger. He grabs Ryosuke’s neck and lean closer to him. Seeing Yuto’s red eyes that close makes him shivers as if he could burn by only staring at them.
“Look at you. Did Takaki-sensei treat you well?”
“Takaki-sensei has nothing to do with this”
“No!! He’s the reason of all of this! He makes you smile, makes you laugh and makes you feel things that you are not supposed to feel!” Yuto’s grip around Ryosuke’s neck is getting stronger.
“Every second you spend with that guy he fills your soul with happiness. I don’t need a pure soul. What happened to the beautiful soul of yours? My one beautiful soul? The one that full of hatred and misery” Yuto’s words is like a big slap on Ryosuke’s face, waking him up from a dream. It’s true that he has been abandoning his purpose, to give his soul to this demon. But somehow, he doesn’t feel sorry for it. He was so tired to make Yuto desire for him. However, Takaki-sensei taught him about happiness and he is grateful for that. But these words couldn’t come out from his mouth because he is struggling to breathe as Yuto’s hand is choking him.
“Give it back!” said Yuto. He hates what Takaki have done to Ryosuke. He has ruined Ryosuke’s soul and he wants it back.
“L-let…me…g-go…”Ryosuke tried to speak between his heavy breaths.
“I want it back!!” Yuto push Ryosuke’s hard and he fell on the floor. When Ryosuke open up his eyes, Yuto is already on top of him.
“I…want…it…back”
Ryosuke’s whole body is trembling. Yuto is being scary and his death glare is horrifying. He’s trying to escape but Yuto pinned his both hand onto the floor. Yuto has lost control. His built up rage exploded. Just a little more, Ryosuke’s soul would have been beautiful, would have been delicious for him to savor it but all of it has become wasted. His beautiful soul has been ruined, tainted by pureness. But, is that the only reason why he feels such anger? There is something more, something about Takaki that trigger his wrath. He hates it when Takaki is around Ryosuke. Not just because he contaminated his soul. Ryosuke belongs to him. Ryosuke’s world should only revolve around him. But this person beneath him has forgotten about it.
“Let me make you remember who you are and to whom you belong, Ryosuke” and with that, Yuto tore apart Ryosuke’s shirt like a hungry beast.
“N-no, stop!” Ryosuke put more effort to pushes Yuto but his demon’s tail move faster to tie both of Ryosuke’s hand above his head.
“Your soul and you…all belongs to me” Yuto crashes their lips together. He grabs Ryosuke’s jaw forcing him to part his lips before he slide in his tongue, savoring every inch of his mouth. Ryosuke cannot do anything. He can’t move, he can’t fight Yuto’s strength, only his tears are flowing free. He desperately grasp for air the moment Yuto broke the kiss. Then Yuto lick his neck before he sucks it hard.
“Ngh!” Ryosuke shut his eyes closed. He is petrified. Yuto’s touch is rougher and hungrier than the other guys who molested his body.
“Hmpfh!” Ryosuke nibble his lower lip hard, almost make it bleed when Yuto bite his right nipple and his hand pinches the other. Yuto’s fangs are scraping his skin every time he planted kisses and licking him makes his body ache. Being touch by this demon, Ryosuke is horrified but rather than disgust, all he can feels is pain and…hot. No, it’s literally hot. Ryosuke weakly open his eyes but he gasped in shock when he sees Yuto is covered by blue flame.
“L-let me go…p-please!” Ryosuke cried but Yuto ignored him totally. Yuto is like a beast enjoying his food into his fullest. His kisses, his hands roaming all over his bare skin feels hot as if he was on fire. Yuto’s hand is moving down to his lower part.
“N-no…no…Stop! Please stop, Yuto!!” Ryosuke screamed. He has to escape from this demon or he will burn into ashes. Yuto started to unbuckle Ryosuke’s pants. He could just burn out his pants into nothing but he enjoys it more like this. Ryosuke’s tears are dripping faster, his heart is beating like crazy, and sweats are dripping from his hair, he is scared…he is so scared.
“I shouldn’t have said that I will give my soul to you…” out of scared, these words slipped out from Ryosuke’s lips. Yuto stopped. On that very moment, his mind become empty. Suddenly, Ryosuke feels a drop of water landed on his face. He raises his gaze up and his eyes widened to see the trace of tear on Yuto’s right cheek.
“Yuto…this demon…he’s crying?” Ryosuke stunned. He can’t believe of what he sees right now. Both of them remain silent for a while until Yuto brings his hand towards his face and slightly wipe his cheek with his fingers. Then he stares the clear liquid on his hand with confuse look.
“What the hell?” said Yuto and in a blink of eye, he vanished into thin air.
“Yuto?” Ryosuke called and looks at his surrounding but Yuto is nowhere to be found.
Yuto’s tears leave thousands of questions in his mind. He needs to ask him. He needs to know why he cried. What is the meaning behind those tears? Why his heart throbs when he saw the demon cried?
But Yuto never came no matter how many times he called him and so he waits…and waits…and waits. However, he doesn’t know that his wait has no end as Yuto is now in hell…
A/n: Minna, hisashiburi. Sorry for disappearing for a long time. So many things happened and I lost someone because she suffered from cancer. I’m still mourning and I wrote this little by little to distract myself. Demo ne, I miss you guys~ and our OTP are so lovey-dovey lately, it cheer me up a little bit.