Why So Serious?
My books came in today! Yaaay!
I can actually get into them, too, which has been a problem for a while. Ahhh, romantic Sci-Fi.
I also got new shoes- some nice flats from Blowfish (A strange name, but they specialize in wacky fabric usage with snaps. Original, ne?) And some black pumps with like a three-inch heel. They’re matte, but they’re cute. Makes my legs look slender.
I feel better here in Florida. I’m sitting watching The Dark Knight and typing away, just like in the good ‘ole days back in school when I used to be productive.
I keep forgetting to take my meds because I actually feel good. Relaxed. I really want to get off them like RIGHT NOW. Just cold turkey. I am so close to doing it, too. Dr. Alvarez said that he’s doing a “wash out” with my brain, anyway- no meds except the clonazepam. But I know HE’S the one bringing me off the pills, not me, so I should wait for his signal. I know that. I even get headaches and stomach aches when he changes the Lexapro- not right away, but the day or two after I’ve cut the dosage. I HAVE gone from 40mgs to 10mgs in two weeks. I suppose I should be happy when I look at it that way- it’s a lot of progress. But it seems so slowwwww… *sigh*
On another note, I am now addicted to these things called Quakes- they’re mini rice crackers with different flavors. Right now I’m on a Ranch kick; next I think I’ll tackle the cheddar cheese, then the sour cream and onion. But the Ranch is soooo goooooood… *drool* Also, my mom and I got non-fat vanilla ice cream and sugar free Hershey’s chocolate sauce.
NEVER DO THIS. The mixture of non-fat and sugar-free is monstrous. Terrible, just terrible. The chocolate sauce is kinda congealed almost- it doesn’t dissolve into the ice cream like it should, and tastes like cardboard. Ugh. The ice cream is a little better, but lacks flavor.
I just realized I wrote a whole paragraph critiquing ice cream and chocolate sauce. I have issues. In the good sense, I think. At least this time. XD