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well this last pass couple of days have been a really hurt for me. since on the wbw guestbook there is still shit about me being talked oh well i am not going to let that shit bother whatever. and me and christian had a fight over soemone that doesn't mean anything to me. i think that me and christian are doing better as far as our relationship goes. and i think we are going goo he was jsut over right now. and it's weird i just saw him but yet we both miss each other.. umm this weekened was fun on friday i was with Ashlie, and on sat i with her again, we drove like everywhere. we started off at my house, then old town, hollywood, disneyland, the block, knott's and we passed by a lot of other things cool thing.. right now in my life i have a lot of things going on. and i know that i am hurting people or so they say by my actions and if i am i am really sorry. i hate how people judge you...well they have nothin better else to do i guess so they find people with lives and bother them. and i am so happy for Christian cuz this weekened he and his band had started recording and i know the cd is going to come out really good. oh today ym transmission on my car went out...looks like i am getting a new car YES!!!!! can't wait, but the only bad thing about that is that i might not have a car for like a week...oh well at least in the long run i will be happy. well if i hurt you Christian in anyway shape or form i am sorry babe!!!!! and i know that i told you this before but i am going to say it again. i want to be with you and only you. and i don't want to talk to you know who, cuz if i did wouldn't i be with him and not you. so see there is your answer i love you and i will talk and see you tomorrow <3333333
vannessa
p.s. i know we have both messed up but isn't life full of learning new things together with the one you love, it's not right but it will never happened again i promise you really this time....<33333