Jan 05, 2005 10:50
Yeah so im in school again.
How lovely.
New years was shitty, i had to babysit.
My Mother swore i was "safer at home" bleh.
I graduate soon and thats somewhat a scary thought.
I need to get a job ASAP. I think im going to apply at childrens world or something, even though im only 17 they'll take me in because im in the rop careers with children. We shall see. But now that im going to be working with kids i have to take my lip ring out. Ah wouldnt want to scurr the little kidlets now. Hahahah. =/
I guess its alright being back at school. I saw alot of people i havent talked to in awhile so that was nice. It just sucks getting up at 6 every morning.
I'm trying to plan out my spring break already. Hahah a bit early i know but i'm either going to fly down to san deigo for a week or go on a cruise to mexico wif brianna and some other people we were talking to about it this morning. Tickets are $80 if i get them in advance so if im going to do that i should buy them soon. Buttt going to mexico would be soooo so so much fun and that would be considered my senior trip so i just dont know.
I have a new lover as of yesterday at 3:30 a.m.
Hahaha long story.
We'll see how this goes.
I'm a bit apprehensive and honestly really scared about it all.
I just dont see how he says he can have feelings for me and care for me.
I dont know. Its complicated.
We've been seeing alot of eachotehr lately and we've been talking every single day for a while now so we'll see how it goes.
I just want looooove. <3