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Hmm I havent updated in a while.
So whats new with me...
Well im fucking sick. I know i know no big surprise, im always sick these days. Especially me being around little kids all day, yeah it really doesnt help much. Mother made me go to the doctors today...but the only one that was open was the kaiser in sacramento. Yeah, it was disgusting. I hate going to hospitals, and the people there today, eww man. Fat, sloppy, no teeth, no respect kind of people. Grossssss. Anyways, they tested me for strep, which i dont think i have. And i got some motrin, 400 mg. Woooo weee they make me feel so much better.
School is almost over, and its sad. Its scary to think im done and now i have to grow up. Eeeek.
Me and aaron, well, we're pretty much inseperable.
Things are going good.
He was going to italy with robyn, which i didnt really have a problem with considering we arent together or anything, but yeah he cancelled the ticket. He cant really afford a trip like that right now and he needs to focus on doing things for himself. But i think maybe a small part of it had to do with me. I told him that if he was going on a trip like that how could they not get back together..but he said theres no way in hell they ever would again.
Its nuts. He can read me like no one else can. By just looking at me he knows exactly what im thinking. He was over the other night and i was walking him out to his car, and i was just thinking to myself "wow what am i getting myself into, im just going to get hurt..he's going to italy..blah blah blah" and he looks and me and was just like i know somethings wrong, whats wrong tell me. I told him nothing was wrong, i hugged him and just told him to leave. Without me saying another word he held my face and looked at me and said "Ashley, i lost you once. I'm not going to lose you again, i need you in my life and im not going to mess things up again" *sigh*
I fucking adore that kiddd god damn.
Bleh i dont feel good. Time to lay down. Peace.
So whats new with me...
Well im fucking sick. I know i know no big surprise, im always sick these days. Especially me being around little kids all day, yeah it really doesnt help much. Mother made me go to the doctors today...but the only one that was open was the kaiser in sacramento. Yeah, it was disgusting. I hate going to hospitals, and the people there today, eww man. Fat, sloppy, no teeth, no respect kind of people. Grossssss. Anyways, they tested me for strep, which i dont think i have. And i got some motrin, 400 mg. Woooo weee they make me feel so much better.
School is almost over, and its sad. Its scary to think im done and now i have to grow up. Eeeek.
Me and aaron, well, we're pretty much inseperable.
Things are going good.
He was going to italy with robyn, which i didnt really have a problem with considering we arent together or anything, but yeah he cancelled the ticket. He cant really afford a trip like that right now and he needs to focus on doing things for himself. But i think maybe a small part of it had to do with me. I told him that if he was going on a trip like that how could they not get back together..but he said theres no way in hell they ever would again.
Its nuts. He can read me like no one else can. By just looking at me he knows exactly what im thinking. He was over the other night and i was walking him out to his car, and i was just thinking to myself "wow what am i getting myself into, im just going to get hurt..he's going to italy..blah blah blah" and he looks and me and was just like i know somethings wrong, whats wrong tell me. I told him nothing was wrong, i hugged him and just told him to leave. Without me saying another word he held my face and looked at me and said "Ashley, i lost you once. I'm not going to lose you again, i need you in my life and im not going to mess things up again" *sigh*
I fucking adore that kiddd god damn.
Bleh i dont feel good. Time to lay down. Peace.