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>=O!! Its so ironic that I eat soo healthy and I get sick so easily. I got pneunomia and the flu in less than a 2 month span. I just got over the flu but now I have bad cold symptoms. & guess what, being sick = no running. this is the part where I shoot myself.
I already took 3 days off (unfortunately) and I feel bad about it. this morning at practice, we were gunna do 8 400's, but I could barely do em! I cried like 3 times at pratice, I'm so dissappointed in myself. and I do this every single time. I beat myself up even though I shouldn't. Running is just my life...myself, my team, my coaches, and my parents want me to succeed and when sickness comes to halt everything, I panic. I hate this.
I'm in some real need for LSD. not the drug, its a runner thing.
my lungs feel like theyre bleeding.
and honestly, I'm the only one who has homework over break. well me and the euro kids. but seriously sdjkshkajag/dfhda./
this break will suck.
oh, p.s. splenda had her kittens on friday.
Teary-eyed, nose running, wipe the snot on my sleeve;
I'm callin on my savior to be all that I need
I already took 3 days off (unfortunately) and I feel bad about it. this morning at practice, we were gunna do 8 400's, but I could barely do em! I cried like 3 times at pratice, I'm so dissappointed in myself. and I do this every single time. I beat myself up even though I shouldn't. Running is just my life...myself, my team, my coaches, and my parents want me to succeed and when sickness comes to halt everything, I panic. I hate this.
I'm in some real need for LSD. not the drug, its a runner thing.
my lungs feel like theyre bleeding.
and honestly, I'm the only one who has homework over break. well me and the euro kids. but seriously sdjkshkajag/dfhda./
this break will suck.
oh, p.s. splenda had her kittens on friday.
Teary-eyed, nose running, wipe the snot on my sleeve;
I'm callin on my savior to be all that I need