The South is Gonna Rise Again!

Jul 31, 2006 16:14

PROHIBITION? THEY CAN SHOVE IT!
REVOLUTION? RIIIIIIIIIIISEEEE ABOVE IT!
My solution: TIME TO COVEETTTTT LOOOVE IT BEFORE ITS TOO LATE!
Whos that?
That's Kate!

I love that song. "Look At Me Now" from The Wild Party by Idina Menzel, the ORIGINAL Kate.

so in honor (of the death of bohemia Maureen Johnson okay i'll stop now) of TWP and Menzel,



i sort of like the way it came out. Can you see the lyrics between layers or is it too light?

Im watching a special Oprah report and it's confusing me, as life has been lately. Look:

Every 9 seconds, a student drops out of school.
But college is getting more and more competitive.
Hardly makes sense.
But it does.

I'm really scared about the future and ever since me and Viki were talking about it about a week ago at lunch. My dream job would be to work in Disney studios, making movies or TV shows or something and get paid well. Not like lawyer doctor money, but good stuff I guess. I want to live in a house. Not a mansion, though Id love it, but a decent house where we have two extra rooms to turn into an office and a playroom. (i love how i say WE.) Couple flaws with my plans.

1. I heard the Art buisness is becoming more and more competitive. Scary to think about.
2. Public school vs private school. That ordeal really, really scares me.
3. I'm worried about my math class and science class.

if i list any more, i'll cry. so i was thinking of being an art teacher. they said teaching is becoming a great career choice (who is they, anyway?). Its always been in the back of my mind to teach. If I were an art teacher, I could have a normal teaching job and do my own stuff on the sides, like Mr. Amico. (great work. goes by the name of Nando or something.) But I was thinking about it. I mean it isnt my dream job, and if i want to do it, i have to choose soon according to my classes and such. it would be good money. so thats where the dilema is. Money vs Happiness.

Lets face it. Money buys happiness. I'm not sure if I'd rather be living in a house with a job i think is okay/like compared to living in an apartment with a job i love.

i think id be happier with the first situation? i dont know. i was thinking maybe go for my dream, and if that doesnt work out, try to teach. i'm taking art classes in high school no matter what, but its the factor of education classes. Hmm...

We arent even legal and we're making irreversible decisions on the rest of our lives. Crazy. It's been on my mind 24/7 since I talked to Viki about highschool. It's really scaring me a lot. This year, I'm really going to study and not have a social life. lol. I'm just really glad my friends are the same way, and we all take our studies seriously.

Well I just had to get that off my chest. Maybe I'll edit the entry and write more if I think of someting else. If I do, I'll say so. "still cant shake this feeling of worry"

I hate decisions.
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