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Aug 15, 2003 05:04

I really don't have any clue what to update about lol which is a first for me!!I mean I usually have so much to say but now my mind is like blank right now.


Q: Explain what went on between the fork throwing episode.
A: Honestly, I didn't know how to talk to Steven about how I felt about him. I didn't know how to approach Steven at that time. I mean with the fact that, I just didn't want to come out and be like I'm really jealous of you and Trishelle's relationship so you should pick me over!

Q: You didn't want to just say, "I like you?"
A: Steven had told me like the first or second day that we were in Las Vegas, that he was not interested in me. Obviously he was doing stuff with Trishelle and I didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable.

Q: Why do you care about Trishelle's feelings?
A: I cared about Trishelle's feelings because she was my room mate on the show and I had to live with her. To tell you the truth, you would have never guessed we'd end up being bestfriends and room mates in Los Angeles after the Real World Las Vegas show aired on MTV.

Q: What did you like about Steven?
A: In all honesty, I think I liked Steven at the time because he didn't like me and I couldn't have him. It's like the saying "You like what you can't have!!"

Q: What do you like about him now?
A: Now, I'm friends with Steven and he's engaged to my bestfriend Trishelle. He treats her the way I want a guy to treat me. Basically, I want what they have which is "true love!!"

Q: So, what was it like?
A: It was really relieving. It showed me that maybe he had forgiven me for throwing a fork at him.

Q: OK, let's get back to throwing the fork. How did you feel right afterwards?
A: I was really pissed off at him for calling me names and I wanted to show that you don't mess with me like that. There must be about 10 different emotions going through my body.

Q: What are you thinking before you come back in to the suite?
A: I think that the way that Steven said, "I want you out of here," that I was going to go home. But then again, I thought that if I just left and went out that maybe it would chill things out and things would be fine.

Q: Do you think your room mates understand what you're going through?

A: My room mates cared about Steven and that he was been stabbed with a fork and it was sticking out of his arm. Physically!!

Q: Do you think they understand where you're coming from?
A: It hurts. Because just because Steven didn't push me or throw something at me. I still am a little hurt because of the words that Steven had said to me during that episode. But, then again actions speak louder than words.
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