Today...
Heya,
Right now I am at the Raptor Center taking a break. Did a lot of bloodwork this morning for several birds. I think we will be releasing 6 redtail hawks within the week, this is really great because orphan season is arriving fast and we will more than likely have nearly 100 birds at one time... that may be over estimating a little, but i wouldnt be suprised... Not that anyone really reads this thing or much less even cares.
Anyways, the other night i was awake at 3 am... as usual, i dont sleep much anymore... and i was thinking. I started writing, and in my writing i was able to say goodbye to some people that i never got a chance to and without that closure i was lacking something in life. After i wrote, i felt more at peace, i mean, i know that nothing changed really and those people i said goodbye to or said my peace with on paper, they will never be the wiser. But after i wrote i began to do some more thinking. I thought, you know, I am going to get my life together and i am going to be happy. I know i can do it, it is just a matter of finding the motivation.
As for my leg... I seem to be progressing, which is good. I have been hurting a lot but i am walking somewhat again without my cast/boot. I go to physical therapy several times a week now, that really takes a lot outta me, but i am determined. And i really dont wanna have surgery and have my summer ruined. Even if i do get walking normal again i will still be without one ligament in my ankle, and will always have to keep it in shape because it will always be somewhat vulnerable to reinjure.
Anyways, that is enough of my overzealous talking...
One other thing though, i have been wondering if i try too hard to make friends and keep them... sometimes i feel like i do and i wish that i didnt have to. I just always want to make people happy. I dont know, if anyone reads this, got any suggestions?
Well, that is all for now... KotOR comes out today!!! and Vampire the Masquerade: Bloodlines is amazing! I totally recommend it to anyone and everyone.
Jess
Right now I am at the Raptor Center taking a break. Did a lot of bloodwork this morning for several birds. I think we will be releasing 6 redtail hawks within the week, this is really great because orphan season is arriving fast and we will more than likely have nearly 100 birds at one time... that may be over estimating a little, but i wouldnt be suprised... Not that anyone really reads this thing or much less even cares.
Anyways, the other night i was awake at 3 am... as usual, i dont sleep much anymore... and i was thinking. I started writing, and in my writing i was able to say goodbye to some people that i never got a chance to and without that closure i was lacking something in life. After i wrote, i felt more at peace, i mean, i know that nothing changed really and those people i said goodbye to or said my peace with on paper, they will never be the wiser. But after i wrote i began to do some more thinking. I thought, you know, I am going to get my life together and i am going to be happy. I know i can do it, it is just a matter of finding the motivation.
As for my leg... I seem to be progressing, which is good. I have been hurting a lot but i am walking somewhat again without my cast/boot. I go to physical therapy several times a week now, that really takes a lot outta me, but i am determined. And i really dont wanna have surgery and have my summer ruined. Even if i do get walking normal again i will still be without one ligament in my ankle, and will always have to keep it in shape because it will always be somewhat vulnerable to reinjure.
Anyways, that is enough of my overzealous talking...
One other thing though, i have been wondering if i try too hard to make friends and keep them... sometimes i feel like i do and i wish that i didnt have to. I just always want to make people happy. I dont know, if anyone reads this, got any suggestions?
Well, that is all for now... KotOR comes out today!!! and Vampire the Masquerade: Bloodlines is amazing! I totally recommend it to anyone and everyone.
Jess