Sep 12, 2005 17:08
Ok last night i had a crazy fucking dream and it was soooo vividly real and i woke up and hit jay on the arm because i wasnt fully aware that my dream wasnt really happening and Jay was like what the hell?? what are you doing? and it took me a good 5 minutes to realize that i was dreaming but it was so real i started bawling because i felt like it actually happened. and it took me like 30 minutes to calm down and stop bawling. I dont even remember what it was about.
one part i do remember was someone was trying to attack me/rape me and people were standing kind of near me.... and i was screaming SOO hard trying to get them to notice and all that came out was a whisper.
Also later on that night jay said i was talking in my sleep and he held a fucking CONVERSATION with me for a good 5 minutes. I had to clue that this happened.
Im starting to wonder if this is normal, because i talk in my sleep every single night.. and i always have my whole life, but it was NEVER as real or intense as it was last night. I really want to see a sleep therapist(?) or someone who could have any information on what the FUCK my deal is.