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At this very moment i have realized that i am very disappointing. Not only to my family but to myself. I havent gotten a job yet and have been donating plasma to get by.. which is stupid of me when i could just get a job. I just feel like a piece of shit because when i try to make one person happy i disappoint everyone else. and when i try to make them happy again i get yelled at by someone else. Its a never ending cycle and frankly its really starting to piss me off. I know that i should of done this a long time ago, but from this point i WILL get a job and STOP making excuses, and i WILL pay for my own shit and i WILL try to stop making everyone happy, and do some things for MYSELF. In the process hopefully i can regain some respect back from my parents, who have suceeded in making me feel like a complete loser.
Oh and my boyfriend doesnt seem to mind telling me that either.
maybe they are right.
Oh and my boyfriend doesnt seem to mind telling me that either.
maybe they are right.