you always let me down

[rvolleyball]

Sorry you're not here
But all those times before
Were never this unclear
It's hard to walk when you can even crawl
Once I had this world, but now I've lost it all
If I needed someone to control me
If I need someone to hold me down
I would change my direction
And save myself before I...
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to push me around
I would change my direction
As save myself before I... drown.
Rolling faster then I'm breathing