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latley i have been very stressed with my money situation. Ive been looking for a job but havent heard back from anyone yet. Today im going to go back to a few plaecs that said they were going to hire me.. but havent called.
Im also kind of pissed at my boyfriend right now. The story is that if we have ANYONE over at his house no matter if we are watching a damn movie or playing cards, the stupid damn NORRIS's always call the cops on us because they are fucking crazy. But anyway instead of drinking at the house, jay goes out to bars now, which leaves me sitting at home all night on weekends waiting for him to get home. Let me tell you its really not the most fun thing. ok, but really i HATE doing it, and i told myself that i wasnt going to anymore. I just went to Round Rock this last weekend and within 2 hours of me being home jay and mickey went to Rhino's and Jocks. I was sooo fucking mad because first of all i hadnt seen jay in 2 weeks, and id been there for a damn hour and he already left. so when he came home 2 hours later, i let him have it, and i said "if you do this again the rest of the weekend im not coming to round rock anymore." I dont think i should have to waste my fucking time and money driving to Round Rock every weekend to sit on my ass worrying about jay and how drunk he will be when he gets home. Supposedly, this weekend we are supposed to do something for Valentines day since he is leaing Feb. 10th for 2 weeks and i wont get to talk to him or see him. But last night he was telling me on the phone that it was going to be a "chill" weekend. And i said yeah right, you always say that but its never what happens. So he said, no their wont be anyone partying at the house this weekend (due to the cops). So what does that mean??? it means Jay wil go out to a bar, and leave me at home. I can already see it coming. So i said, alright well i guess im not going to Rounc rock then because i told you i wasnt going to sit at home alone waiting for you anymore. I have people who actually want to spend time with me and be around me and i could be having fun instead of feeling like a piece of shit.
then he hung up on me.
love is in the air
Im also kind of pissed at my boyfriend right now. The story is that if we have ANYONE over at his house no matter if we are watching a damn movie or playing cards, the stupid damn NORRIS's always call the cops on us because they are fucking crazy. But anyway instead of drinking at the house, jay goes out to bars now, which leaves me sitting at home all night on weekends waiting for him to get home. Let me tell you its really not the most fun thing. ok, but really i HATE doing it, and i told myself that i wasnt going to anymore. I just went to Round Rock this last weekend and within 2 hours of me being home jay and mickey went to Rhino's and Jocks. I was sooo fucking mad because first of all i hadnt seen jay in 2 weeks, and id been there for a damn hour and he already left. so when he came home 2 hours later, i let him have it, and i said "if you do this again the rest of the weekend im not coming to round rock anymore." I dont think i should have to waste my fucking time and money driving to Round Rock every weekend to sit on my ass worrying about jay and how drunk he will be when he gets home. Supposedly, this weekend we are supposed to do something for Valentines day since he is leaing Feb. 10th for 2 weeks and i wont get to talk to him or see him. But last night he was telling me on the phone that it was going to be a "chill" weekend. And i said yeah right, you always say that but its never what happens. So he said, no their wont be anyone partying at the house this weekend (due to the cops). So what does that mean??? it means Jay wil go out to a bar, and leave me at home. I can already see it coming. So i said, alright well i guess im not going to Rounc rock then because i told you i wasnt going to sit at home alone waiting for you anymore. I have people who actually want to spend time with me and be around me and i could be having fun instead of feeling like a piece of shit.
then he hung up on me.
love is in the air