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well for those of you concerned i am ok i think. my head hurts alot and when i cough of SHIT does it hurt. still dont remember anything at all. last thing i remember was bumping for brutal on the back kick and then sitting in the locker room like i just woke up from a sleep. dont know how i got there or who got me there but i thank all of you that did help. i know cj doesnt have lj but for those of you curious i have zero negative feelings about what happened. shit like that happens and he might need the confidence put back into him so it doesnt happen more often (like he thinks about it and fucks up) (that stuff happens)
one thing that does piss me off is those people that dont believe i have no clue that i kicked the hole in that wall. i have no reason to lie about it. maybe you didnt see the shocked look i gave pappa or the WTF look i gave chasteen when he said he would bring in money to help pay for it. i dont have any clue what happened out there or when i got helped to the back. NONE believe it or not... so to tell me to my face that you dont believe it that i dont remember is really really fucking shitty. if i knew that i did it it would be one thing but i dont and i'll pay for it.
one thing that does piss me off is those people that dont believe i have no clue that i kicked the hole in that wall. i have no reason to lie about it. maybe you didnt see the shocked look i gave pappa or the WTF look i gave chasteen when he said he would bring in money to help pay for it. i dont have any clue what happened out there or when i got helped to the back. NONE believe it or not... so to tell me to my face that you dont believe it that i dont remember is really really fucking shitty. if i knew that i did it it would be one thing but i dont and i'll pay for it.