Is the best still yet to come?
Travis.
Interesting how I can currantly define myself by my name.
Travis. It means "From the Crossroads".
Never has that felt more true. I feel like I'm standing at the big fork in the road of my life, an I'm unsure wich way to go.
On the one hand, I have the school thing about to start, and then I'll be only six months away from being a board certified massage therapist. I'll be able to make three to four times as much as I do at the Gap, an work half the hours. Maybe even a third of the hours, depending on where I wanna go...
But therin lies the problem... Where DO I wanna go?
I could use the Schooling to start a career, but is massage therapy what I wanna do with my life? Maybe it's simply a tool for me to use to get the funding I need to start that jewlery business I wanna do, or go back to college and become a professor! Or I could follow my erlier dreams and go to blacksmithing school and become swordsmith!
I mean, I'm twenty-two years old, and I have no idea where I'll be in a year, much less in ten! I never needed guidence so bad in my life.
I hate my job. No, seriously, I hate my job. I just can't stand the whiney children and even whineier managers. I want to quit tommorrow, biut I need to have at least a part time job to pay the rent, and pay the car insureance.
I dunno what's going on...
I guess I'm just in one of those "I'm up too late thinking about life love and the persuit of nookie" moments.
I wish I felt more creative right now...
Wavering at the crossroads,
Travis The Tonnberry King
Interesting how I can currantly define myself by my name.
Travis. It means "From the Crossroads".
Never has that felt more true. I feel like I'm standing at the big fork in the road of my life, an I'm unsure wich way to go.
On the one hand, I have the school thing about to start, and then I'll be only six months away from being a board certified massage therapist. I'll be able to make three to four times as much as I do at the Gap, an work half the hours. Maybe even a third of the hours, depending on where I wanna go...
But therin lies the problem... Where DO I wanna go?
I could use the Schooling to start a career, but is massage therapy what I wanna do with my life? Maybe it's simply a tool for me to use to get the funding I need to start that jewlery business I wanna do, or go back to college and become a professor! Or I could follow my erlier dreams and go to blacksmithing school and become swordsmith!
I mean, I'm twenty-two years old, and I have no idea where I'll be in a year, much less in ten! I never needed guidence so bad in my life.
I hate my job. No, seriously, I hate my job. I just can't stand the whiney children and even whineier managers. I want to quit tommorrow, biut I need to have at least a part time job to pay the rent, and pay the car insureance.
I dunno what's going on...
I guess I'm just in one of those "I'm up too late thinking about life love and the persuit of nookie" moments.
I wish I felt more creative right now...
Wavering at the crossroads,
Travis The Tonnberry King