Small Update
I figured that I'd write on here just to get a few things outta my head.
Basically working every day at Hannaford now doesn't even feel right. Like I'm jus a tourist now. Kinda feels right in a sense, but not at the same time. Did Georgia do that to me? I think so. Makes me feel as if this is a second home now. Guess thats a good feeling.
Got rid of two things from the house right off today after I got home. Hadge came down and bought the XBox for 50 bucks. Theresa came down a bit later and basically came and got half of the twin bed (The Boxspring leaves Wednesday). So, I'm pretty much either sleeping on the couch or the floor for the next few weeks, but I don't mind. Both are equally comfy :) And if need be, Ill pull out the 2-seater couch-bed and sleep on that. Many options here, I don't mind.
Things were kinda iffy this weekend between me and her. I mean, I know I forgive eventually of what hes pulling with her, and all. I don't mind actually BEING his friend, I just don't have a good feeling every time he basically stays overnights there. Can you blame me? I don't know, but I am just trying to suck it up. Besides, for the next few weeks, I'm jus worried about GETTING there in one piece too, along with helping her mentally.
Soon, I will be back in your arms, as you in mine. Like the Gods made it for us...
Basically, I'm gonna try to keep myself busy for the next few weeks. Between 2 jobs, packing, and trying to get the final moments with people in before I leave, it will rock.
Me and her talked about it tonight, and there is a good chance that I'll come home for Christmas and New Years for a week and a half. So that's always good news. Who knows where we will be as far as bills then, but she also gave me a job opportunity today. So everything seems to be looking up now, which is something that I need, not to feel stressed out...
Small update, but alas back to going to destroy the upstairs...ciao for now.
Basically working every day at Hannaford now doesn't even feel right. Like I'm jus a tourist now. Kinda feels right in a sense, but not at the same time. Did Georgia do that to me? I think so. Makes me feel as if this is a second home now. Guess thats a good feeling.
Got rid of two things from the house right off today after I got home. Hadge came down and bought the XBox for 50 bucks. Theresa came down a bit later and basically came and got half of the twin bed (The Boxspring leaves Wednesday). So, I'm pretty much either sleeping on the couch or the floor for the next few weeks, but I don't mind. Both are equally comfy :) And if need be, Ill pull out the 2-seater couch-bed and sleep on that. Many options here, I don't mind.
Things were kinda iffy this weekend between me and her. I mean, I know I forgive eventually of what hes pulling with her, and all. I don't mind actually BEING his friend, I just don't have a good feeling every time he basically stays overnights there. Can you blame me? I don't know, but I am just trying to suck it up. Besides, for the next few weeks, I'm jus worried about GETTING there in one piece too, along with helping her mentally.
Soon, I will be back in your arms, as you in mine. Like the Gods made it for us...
Basically, I'm gonna try to keep myself busy for the next few weeks. Between 2 jobs, packing, and trying to get the final moments with people in before I leave, it will rock.
Me and her talked about it tonight, and there is a good chance that I'll come home for Christmas and New Years for a week and a half. So that's always good news. Who knows where we will be as far as bills then, but she also gave me a job opportunity today. So everything seems to be looking up now, which is something that I need, not to feel stressed out...
Small update, but alas back to going to destroy the upstairs...ciao for now.