Still...bitter.
It's an on-off thing nowadays. Arfggrggh. Now that I had some time to reflect on some things... I realised how similar again my [TV] personality to MatsuJun's. I don't like to lose. And to be unable to get something which is supposed to be easy/within my grab is stupid (the way I see it) and unacceptable. *bitter*
*broods*
I actually sleep/nap more than usual. Sigh. And dreamt some weird dreams. Like suddenly meeting a friend (from my form 6 days). Haven't met her for 4 years... in my dream, she erm... have a son/daughter & seems like she is in a abusive relationship with her partner (husband? boyfriend?). And then she also told me "I already wrote the lyric..." .. as if we promise to create a song together? EHH? I answered her "Ermm... so let's work on the song now then." wth. lol. I haven't started taking piano lessons in year 2007...so how could we have this kind of promise...
Another dream... I think it was a few days ago's dream. Jun was there. LOL I don't know why he was crying (like sad because he watch something saddening) but it made me hug him to like..console him (like hugging a kid to persuade him not to cry). But this wasn't the Chibi Jun version. So it was kind of weird seeing him cry like that....
p/s: Re-watching "Uta no Oniisan" again. I always think this dorama is the perfect dorama to watch when I feel about life the way Kenta did (& also when I miss watching Ohno in a dorama :/). This time I won't be fast-fowarding Akane's scenes...
*broods*
I actually sleep/nap more than usual. Sigh. And dreamt some weird dreams. Like suddenly meeting a friend (from my form 6 days). Haven't met her for 4 years... in my dream, she erm... have a son/daughter & seems like she is in a abusive relationship with her partner (husband? boyfriend?). And then she also told me "I already wrote the lyric..." .. as if we promise to create a song together? EHH? I answered her "Ermm... so let's work on the song now then." wth. lol. I haven't started taking piano lessons in year 2007...so how could we have this kind of promise...
Another dream... I think it was a few days ago's dream. Jun was there. LOL I don't know why he was crying (like sad because he watch something saddening) but it made me hug him to like..console him (like hugging a kid to persuade him not to cry). But this wasn't the Chibi Jun version. So it was kind of weird seeing him cry like that....
p/s: Re-watching "Uta no Oniisan" again. I always think this dorama is the perfect dorama to watch when I feel about life the way Kenta did (& also when I miss watching Ohno in a dorama :/). This time I won't be fast-fowarding Akane's scenes...