oonice swears by the sisu
i don't know why i paniced so much about my job situation but i actually called my parents for some sort of guidance. this is literally a first for me and them. i think it made my dad happy i came to him for advice and that i didn't want to come running home even though he suggested it. it seems the past few weeks ive been able to understand my dad and how he works and why he does what he does. oonice only offered her finnish slogan of "SISU" which means guts or tough or fighter, good ol oonice. it made me really happy to actually let them be parents and give me some sort of guidance.it meant alot to me. this whole week has me thinking alot and it makes me thankful that even though i keep getting hit with something negative literally everyday i managed to keep myself in considerable high spirits, er, most of the time anyways. and see the good things out of it and ive mastered the art of breaking into my car with a coat hanger in below zero temperatures, so luckily i have something to show for all this trouble :)