Arg!

[ruthygrl]

oh wow...what a day. it's so strange how i don't even care for coming home. I mean, there's always a fight or two and i can't stand it. i mean, the valley is great n i miss it when i'm away but i never really enjoy staying here for any length of time cuz my mother drives me over a cliff...almost literally! i miss my boyfriend the second i'm away from him and i'ts kinda nuts! my home feels more like home when he's here...that just seems like it should be the same home with or without him...i don't know if it's him, or if it's my family...but maybe it's a combo of the two...they're hard to deal with and i can't live without him! I dunno..but i'm tired of it. i'm home for easter...a great holiday and i'm barely looking forward to it except that rick's gonna be here with me the whole time! Thank god, just gotta get through tonight without him and he'll be here in the afternoon tomorrow...i must sound pathetic to ya'll but i'm being completely serious about this! my life is boring and flat out hell when he's not with me. I love him that much... and i think that's a great thing!

SHIT!!!

I just poured slurrpee all over me...gotta run!