Giddy no more!!

Mar 11, 2007 12:46

Well, I did something kinda stupid last night. I went to bed thinking of Ethan so that I would think of him. That usually doesn't work, but it did last night. I also dreamed of his sister, Sarah, because I had looked at her myspace page before going to bed. I don't have any idea what the dream was about, but it made me wake up really sad.

Suffice it to say that I'm not as giddified as yesterday. And that's a good thing. You never know what the future will hold! He may not be all that into me after all! I'm not saying I'm giving up on this by ANY stretch of the imagination, but I'm glad the giddiness could not control me for too long and I'm more than ready for whatever happens. I'm especially ready for something good to happen, of  course :-)

Thinking about him makes me happy. Seeing his picture on Sarah's page makes me happy. I hope things work out.
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