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i think i like someone. but he's totally out of my spectrum. i cant say who exactly, but i have had this weird obsession with him for awhile. i think its maybe the way he presents himself. but for a long time, i have adored him.
i havent talked to him all that much. but the few times i have, my heart flutters up my throat and i cant wipe the smile off my face. every small sliver of news of him, i get a feeling in my heart as if he held it ever so gently.
the feeling of this is something i wish to pursue. but i know it may never happen. why? we are in very different boats. lets just leave it at that.
i had a dream about him last night. i was with him, and he visited me at aj. we just talked and talked. i basically ditched school. but nonetheless, just talking and everything made me like i was in heaven and i was talking to an angel. then at the end, he leaned in and told me 'i think we have something here...i just cant pinpoint it.' 'what is it?' i ask stupidly. he didnt say anything. he kissed me, and i couldnt imagine how else it could end.
i havent talked to him all that much. but the few times i have, my heart flutters up my throat and i cant wipe the smile off my face. every small sliver of news of him, i get a feeling in my heart as if he held it ever so gently.
the feeling of this is something i wish to pursue. but i know it may never happen. why? we are in very different boats. lets just leave it at that.
i had a dream about him last night. i was with him, and he visited me at aj. we just talked and talked. i basically ditched school. but nonetheless, just talking and everything made me like i was in heaven and i was talking to an angel. then at the end, he leaned in and told me 'i think we have something here...i just cant pinpoint it.' 'what is it?' i ask stupidly. he didnt say anything. he kissed me, and i couldnt imagine how else it could end.