Back to school!!
two weeks of school has passed and though tutorials have only just started this week, i am already bogged down by readings. and i do mean loads.
i mean i was quite excited at the perspective that i will now have a focus in life and something to do that is not like completely brainless but being bogged down all at once is just not good.
i think i kind of forgot how it felt to have too much notes to read after these 8 months.
okay, now i am in a stage where i m questioning myself on why did i choose to take literature. omg! i dont understand anything much and most professors and tutors expect you to have at least some basic foundation in lit. i just don't think i can handle this. i mean i have doubted myself before, but now i really am worried. i mean this is university, not like i can turn back time or something. i hate myself when i sound like this. ah. but i have no understanding whatsoever in lit and i cant seem to get back up and work hard again. this is the worst combinations ever.
the making new friends part has become much easier after this two weeks. i mean i have definately met some new ppl but mostly the ppl were initially from CJ. its just that i never did talk much to them in CJ and now i m. but i have to say i m seriously blessed in terms if friendship in school. at least i noe ppl and have ppl to hang out with so no lonely break times.
i have to admit that there is something different about life after this 8 months. so many things have changed. the ppl are one thing. its like jc was just a phase and its not really there anymore. the ppl once there were like just part of my memory. its like we moved our separate ways and there is no turning back. i cant even imagine tt i use to hang out with these ppl like almost eveyday of my life for the past two years and they are just not there anymore.
but LIFE GOES ON.
Quote of the day: " Writing is like a photographer capturing a perfect memory and immortalizing that moment."
this girl came up with it in class. i thought it was damn good.
hahaha, its beats mine seriously.
"Writing is like shopping for the right words" :)
kill me. hah.
i mean i was quite excited at the perspective that i will now have a focus in life and something to do that is not like completely brainless but being bogged down all at once is just not good.
i think i kind of forgot how it felt to have too much notes to read after these 8 months.
okay, now i am in a stage where i m questioning myself on why did i choose to take literature. omg! i dont understand anything much and most professors and tutors expect you to have at least some basic foundation in lit. i just don't think i can handle this. i mean i have doubted myself before, but now i really am worried. i mean this is university, not like i can turn back time or something. i hate myself when i sound like this. ah. but i have no understanding whatsoever in lit and i cant seem to get back up and work hard again. this is the worst combinations ever.
the making new friends part has become much easier after this two weeks. i mean i have definately met some new ppl but mostly the ppl were initially from CJ. its just that i never did talk much to them in CJ and now i m. but i have to say i m seriously blessed in terms if friendship in school. at least i noe ppl and have ppl to hang out with so no lonely break times.
i have to admit that there is something different about life after this 8 months. so many things have changed. the ppl are one thing. its like jc was just a phase and its not really there anymore. the ppl once there were like just part of my memory. its like we moved our separate ways and there is no turning back. i cant even imagine tt i use to hang out with these ppl like almost eveyday of my life for the past two years and they are just not there anymore.
but LIFE GOES ON.
Quote of the day: " Writing is like a photographer capturing a perfect memory and immortalizing that moment."
this girl came up with it in class. i thought it was damn good.
hahaha, its beats mine seriously.
"Writing is like shopping for the right words" :)
kill me. hah.