My thoughts
Well, new year's eve was fun. Marcy and Ken came over and got to meet my lovely family. They both loved the fact that my family is really sarcastic. So it's not just me. It's all of us. Before the party, everything was crazy. My dad flipped out like he does every holiday and I just couldn't resist telling him to leave. Unfortunately he didn't. But then again that would have made the holidays perfect. After the party we all went to visit Wanda. We stayed for quite awhile and I found it to be pretty relaxing. I've spent a week away from everyone and I feel somewhat relieved. It's not that I dislike these people it's just that some of them drive me crazy. Everyone knows that Joey and I have times when we just don't get along, but after yesterday, I don't know if we'll ever talk again. He told Marcy that he didn't want to hang out with me anymore and stupid crap, so I called him and left a lovely message of my condensed thoughts. I haven't heard anything about it, but I felt so much better afterwards and I think that tells you something. I do miss others like Brian, Tom, Erika, Jenny, Rachel, and Mike. I can't miss James. The boy has called me quite a few times so it's kinda like he's been there.
Ken thinks I don't trust him. Why does he think this? Because I won't tell him things. Ther are family and friend situations that I just won't tell anyone, but it seems to hurt his feelings the fact that I won't tell him. I don't know what to do. I'm upset that he feels this way, but that won't change my mind. I'm not going to tell him everything in my life. That's too invasive and I like having a private life.
Work! What to say? Well for the past few weeks I've been working like crazy. I was getting called in hours earlier that scheduled and getting off by the least an hour after. The time of leaving was not my choice. It's just that they wouldn't come to pull my drawer so I'm kinda stuck there until they do. This week I'm glad to have days off but also a bit upset by having hardly any hours at all. I have only 15 hours this week. I'm not used that. I got used to 35+ hours a week. I guess on the plus side I might be able to sleep again. I've been having realistic dreams of working. Even when I sleep I work. It's just not right.
Last thing to say is that I have a cold. I can't remember the last time I had one and it sucks. I've been drinking my teas and taking medicine, but still no luck. Oh well, it will eventually pass.
Ken thinks I don't trust him. Why does he think this? Because I won't tell him things. Ther are family and friend situations that I just won't tell anyone, but it seems to hurt his feelings the fact that I won't tell him. I don't know what to do. I'm upset that he feels this way, but that won't change my mind. I'm not going to tell him everything in my life. That's too invasive and I like having a private life.
Work! What to say? Well for the past few weeks I've been working like crazy. I was getting called in hours earlier that scheduled and getting off by the least an hour after. The time of leaving was not my choice. It's just that they wouldn't come to pull my drawer so I'm kinda stuck there until they do. This week I'm glad to have days off but also a bit upset by having hardly any hours at all. I have only 15 hours this week. I'm not used that. I got used to 35+ hours a week. I guess on the plus side I might be able to sleep again. I've been having realistic dreams of working. Even when I sleep I work. It's just not right.
Last thing to say is that I have a cold. I can't remember the last time I had one and it sucks. I've been drinking my teas and taking medicine, but still no luck. Oh well, it will eventually pass.