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[ruth_e_oooo]

This morning at about 9:15, I went to the wrestling invitational and sang th e national anthem. Boy did I suck it up. It was the worst I think I've ever done. I felt so bad because they called me and asked me to do it thinking I would do a great job and I let them down. How I hate letting people down. My mom went to hear me and she said it wasn't the best I've done, but it wasn't as horrible as I thought it was. I think she was just saying that to be nice. I feel like such an idiot.

Oh well. I guess I can learn from this experience and avoid gigs where I sing in the mornings at all costs.

Love.