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I'm a complete mess.
I do everything wrong.
I can't keep a friendship.
I can't commit to a cell phone,
so how the hell can I commit to a person?
I'm not too thrilled with the person I am right now.
And I basically feel like no one is around to help me.
I feel alone, even though there are tons of people I should be able to go to.
I hate this depressing feeling.
I've maintained it all summer, and it's not like me.
I haven't been in a good mood for months.
Hopefully that will change when I get back to school.
Until then, I'm here suffering
Longing for relationships and friendships that seem to be within reach,
but still too far away to grasp.
I'm desperate.
Anyone willing to help me, I'll love you forever.
I do everything wrong.
I can't keep a friendship.
I can't commit to a cell phone,
so how the hell can I commit to a person?
I'm not too thrilled with the person I am right now.
And I basically feel like no one is around to help me.
I feel alone, even though there are tons of people I should be able to go to.
I hate this depressing feeling.
I've maintained it all summer, and it's not like me.
I haven't been in a good mood for months.
Hopefully that will change when I get back to school.
Until then, I'm here suffering
Longing for relationships and friendships that seem to be within reach,
but still too far away to grasp.
I'm desperate.
Anyone willing to help me, I'll love you forever.