Was it always this way?
Why is it when something happeneds that ur supposed to happy about, always turns out shitty? A joke that was supposed to be funny, is no longer that way anymore. A wisper that was once shared, is now a harsh reality. A once in awile phone call, changes ur point of veiw of a perosn u once thought so highley of... it's no longer that way anymore. I really don't know how i can just say this about my dad. But it seems like everytime he just "pops" in my life, i get off track and i start going back to what i used to be... i dont wanna be that perosn anymore. I dont wanna know him anymore. I dont wanna be his anymore, i just want him gone, out of my life.... untill he's gunna change and noomore of this bullshit he calles a "father daughter relationship" im sooo sick of it. its not worth the tears, nor the worries. i just want this day to be over