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[rustysurfergurl]

so i was kinda in a dull mood. the whole day was kinda like that. i just feel like everything is kinda closing down on me. but its always just that one thing that can either set u off or make ur day. this one happened to make my day. i talked to some one whom i was always close to but at the same time always fighting with. he really made me smile. just knowing how good he is doin makes me feel good for him, he diserves that...... happyness. its amazing for such a little time if u sit down enough how many things u can recall. so much has happened to me lately, and i can tell i have changed some what. as much as i hate to say it i really do become my mom more and more every day. i can see the good and bad of her in me. i am so thankful for my friends.... i miss them so much. u know its funny how close we are even though i life in a different state. i honestly think that one day we will still be close and still having the same bond. im lucky for that
well i gotta go see drew.
love u
write soon
xoxoxoxox