Jul 09, 2010 17:16
How much longer now? Almost two months still? That's silly. I object.
Last night I discovered gchat with the help of my other-side-of-the-world boyfriend. Turns out he has tons of downtime during the internship. The time difference is completely strange; when I wake up, he's about to fall asleep. When he wakes up, the day's almost over. Skype is really making this less painfully distracting. It's like he's a drug and if I don't get some of him, then I obsess until we see each other again.
It's strange to think so far ahead. Last night at Despicable Me, I found myself wondering if we'd go see some animated movie on my birthday because there was some preview for some movie coming some time around my birthday. I thought about how great it would be were he there right then. I've been thinking about next semester and next summer. We've talked about getting a kitten maybe. Maybe. Probably not, but maybe. And when I got home from the movie, he was just getting off of work.
He told me his dad lives in China for half of every year. I told him I couldn't imagine. He told me it wasn't ever a big deal, that it never bothered him while he was growing up. He said he was kind of a robot that way - if someone isn't there, he doesn't think about them until they come back, but then they're still as close as ever. He said that was the case with everyone - friends and family - except me.
He's been over there less than a week. I haven't seen him in less than two weeks. There are still over six weeks to go until he's back. At least it's just six and not eight anymore. It's only temporary it's only temporary it's only temporary it's only temporary.
Aside from this, life is neutral. Get music, shred papers, drive people... Friends are friends and sometimes they take you out. Last night Jenna and Sam. Tomorrow Jay and Rocky.
Fuck, Huyson and I know each other way too well. He emailed me this morning and knew I wouldn't wake up until 9-10ish because I don't drive the twins on Fridays. I knew what song he was going to sing. I keep thinking of that time we were sitting in a slide and he asked me how well I thought I knew him, and I said maybe 30%. He said I knew him a lot more than that. I guess he was right. I just always assume people are like me, and don't share themselves - although I share myself with him. He knows me better than anyone I've ever known.
huyson,
summer,
rocky horror