LONELY
TITLE: Lonely.
AUTHOR: rustyrabbit
PAIRING: KiSeob...
SUMMARY: Based on 2NE1’s song of the same name.
DISCLAIMER: BEAST belongs to Play Cube!
“I’ve never loved you…”
I see your lips parted slightly but not a single sound whispered out from it. You bit your bottom lip before letting those tears slide down from the hills of your cheek. I half expected myself to feel remorseful for allowing the agony crawl into your soul but as always, nothing. I don’t know why I’m like this. It’s been five years since we’re together; we were so in love but what happened to us? What happened to me?
“오빠… please tell me you’re joking. This is all an act right?”
“…”
“Why..?”
“…”
“Is there someone else that you’re in love with?”
“There’s no one whom I like now…”
“Am I the problem then? Tell me what I did wrong so that I could change, please…”
“You’re not at fault, you never were…”
“Who are you? You’re like a changed person all of a sudden…”
I sniggered at your comment. You’re right; I don’t know who I am anymore. The changed me, who is it? This whole situation right now, you’ll probably hate me forever after this right? Our relationship is supposed to be a story for you and me but I destroyed whatever hopes and dreams that goes along with it. You’re so kind to me, showered me with love but I ended up betraying your trust.
“I’m not worthy of your love. I’m lonely even though you’re by my side."
“I’m sorry… Thank you for telling me this. I’ll go now…”
You put on a blank expression on your face, an emotion you’ve never shown me before. It’s unlike your usual happiness that is almost synonym to your being. I swear I’ve always had the intention of treating you well but somehow I feel alone no matter how much I feel your love towards me. Why is it that I feel like I’m shrinking away every time you laugh, hug or cuddle me?
I’m lacking in this thing called love. I know your heart is in pain right now but I hope you could forgive this horrible person that I am. I hope you’ll find yourself a better person than I am; someone who could protect your smile until the end of time.
“I’m sorry, you did nothing wrong yet I'm pushing you away. Goodbye Kwangie…”
A/N: Wanted to write a fic based on 2NE1’s ‘Lonely’ after I read the translation ‘cause it’s just so freaking beautiful. I did not do justice to the song sadly thus the crappiness of this fic. Sorry though, it’s been like almost a year since I wrote something so… 미안해~
AUTHOR: rustyrabbit
PAIRING: KiSeob...
SUMMARY: Based on 2NE1’s song of the same name.
DISCLAIMER: BEAST belongs to Play Cube!
“I’ve never loved you…”
I see your lips parted slightly but not a single sound whispered out from it. You bit your bottom lip before letting those tears slide down from the hills of your cheek. I half expected myself to feel remorseful for allowing the agony crawl into your soul but as always, nothing. I don’t know why I’m like this. It’s been five years since we’re together; we were so in love but what happened to us? What happened to me?
“오빠… please tell me you’re joking. This is all an act right?”
“…”
“Why..?”
“…”
“Is there someone else that you’re in love with?”
“There’s no one whom I like now…”
“Am I the problem then? Tell me what I did wrong so that I could change, please…”
“You’re not at fault, you never were…”
“Who are you? You’re like a changed person all of a sudden…”
I sniggered at your comment. You’re right; I don’t know who I am anymore. The changed me, who is it? This whole situation right now, you’ll probably hate me forever after this right? Our relationship is supposed to be a story for you and me but I destroyed whatever hopes and dreams that goes along with it. You’re so kind to me, showered me with love but I ended up betraying your trust.
“I’m not worthy of your love. I’m lonely even though you’re by my side."
“I’m sorry… Thank you for telling me this. I’ll go now…”
You put on a blank expression on your face, an emotion you’ve never shown me before. It’s unlike your usual happiness that is almost synonym to your being. I swear I’ve always had the intention of treating you well but somehow I feel alone no matter how much I feel your love towards me. Why is it that I feel like I’m shrinking away every time you laugh, hug or cuddle me?
I’m lacking in this thing called love. I know your heart is in pain right now but I hope you could forgive this horrible person that I am. I hope you’ll find yourself a better person than I am; someone who could protect your smile until the end of time.
“I’m sorry, you did nothing wrong yet I'm pushing you away. Goodbye Kwangie…”
A/N: Wanted to write a fic based on 2NE1’s ‘Lonely’ after I read the translation ‘cause it’s just so freaking beautiful. I did not do justice to the song sadly thus the crappiness of this fic. Sorry though, it’s been like almost a year since I wrote something so… 미안해~