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i'm writing a paper, and all of a sudden, i realize i don't know what i'm doing.
i can't find sources that i want to use, and the sources i have listed aren't
what i want anymore.
i can write a friggin paper, i just am so unmotivated to do so it's killing me. :(
what really amazes me is that i can sit here and write for hours if i wanted to
and i wouldn't worry about how i wrote, what i wrote about, and it still would be
decent enough to read later. i don't understand how my mind works like that.
i wish i could go into a paper-writing mode and not come out of it until the paper,
or at least the rough draft, is done. that way i wouldn't feel the stress of monday on me,
when the paper is due, and keep thinking that it's saturday and i've just started on it.
How can i become more responsible if i don't do what's good for me when i have the
time to do it?
i can't find sources that i want to use, and the sources i have listed aren't
what i want anymore.
i can write a friggin paper, i just am so unmotivated to do so it's killing me. :(
what really amazes me is that i can sit here and write for hours if i wanted to
and i wouldn't worry about how i wrote, what i wrote about, and it still would be
decent enough to read later. i don't understand how my mind works like that.
i wish i could go into a paper-writing mode and not come out of it until the paper,
or at least the rough draft, is done. that way i wouldn't feel the stress of monday on me,
when the paper is due, and keep thinking that it's saturday and i've just started on it.
How can i become more responsible if i don't do what's good for me when i have the
time to do it?